>>33274190
i was supposed to make me feel less lonely and undesirable

>>33269555
Im behind everyond else my age

theyve all had boyfriends, gone to parties, drank alcohol, have big friend groups, nice internships

I only just got into this university after retrying in community college and i feel like im not allowed to be proud of myself for that. I lost a bunch of weight and all people do is make fun of my stretch marks

nobody talks to me first. Boys dont approach me, girls dont want to befriend me. I dont have friends. Nobody asks me for help or advice. When i turn 21 ill end up drinking alone

how am i supposed to feel like people want me when they didnt even acknolwedge my existence until recently?