>>81895347
>you can always get a new job but you only have one body.
thanks anon, but i dont plan to live long so its okay.
>but atleast it sounds like you enjoy your job so thats great
i do! i like cooking for other people and seeing them happy makes me happy. just wish things werent so complicated nowdays when it comes to jobs nowdays.
>office shit is soulsucking and boring
yeah, i dont think i could ever do an office job.
>artistfag
have you ever played an instrument? i also would've been something like that if it was actually possible to make money with it
>novel trying to get it published so maybe theres hope
oh thats pretty cool! whats the novel about? good luck with getting it published!
>love the sea and beaches
im more of a mountain guy as you can guess, but i dont mind beaches if there's no one in them
>hope you get there one day fren
thanks, you too anon. would be awesome to live in the alps yeah, i've been to the dolomites too once and its honestly the most beautiful place ive ever seen in my life.
>i suppose its because of all the jewery going on?
yeah, and also because i know people that say it just made their lives worse. in the lung run meds make you completely apathethic, and besides, thinking that my survival might depend on a thing outside of my control kinda makes me really anxious.
>you like the peace of them or is there something else?
i like the peace yes, the climate, the animals, the looks, everything. i wish i was born somewhere where i could see the mountains everyday.
>wtf who the fuck owns a bird, free that thing from its misery of being caged
ikr? i love birds i think they're cute, but keeping one in a cage is evil. besides this one is really fucking annoying too. there's also an old lady which is really nice but owns one of those small dogs that bark all the time and god its obnoxious. do you have pets btw?

>>81767371
>but i envy anyone no longer here
yeah. if i may ask, for how long have you been feeling suicidal?
>i actually feel better thinking about suicide
i do too, i feel like that aswell, but. sometimes, when i think about dying im terrified. not of death itself, im terrified of having to leave everyone and everything, without having done the things i want to do. i dont want to leave my friends alone in this cruel world, and i dont want to leave before i do the things i want to do. but, every day that passes seems more and more like i'll have to leave before im ready to. what do you think happens after we die?
>>81767505
>I got placed in the course last minute cause no more openings were left anywhere else
i dont really understand much of the academics world, but it seems like its really annoying to deal with. are you trying to get a PhD anon?