why do normie faggots say suicide is selfish? bringing life into this world while being a stoner, meth and heroin user was fucking selfish but me killing myself is somehow evil

19. scoliosis, schueurmanns, degenerative discs, autism, chronic migraines, pcos, insulin resistance, double jointed knees, staph infection thats practically incurable, potential ocd/avpd, and now a bowel issue. chronic diarrhoea for about 10-12 weeks. it feels like theyre pressing on my spine. its so fucking painful

no man should ever have to deal with me. i will never experience human intimacy. i think ill kill myself soon

>cookie crunches

ive been a neet for 4 years. i sit in my room, play games, watch youtube, sometimes movies. buy stupid shit online like clothes. get payed neetbuxx and blow it all in a day

i have a single irl friend whos also a neet but theyre so much more of a normie than me and we dont hang out much cause shes with her bf or playing overwatch or doesnt feel like going out

my life feels so boring. i want to go out and have a friend group and do stuff but theres nothing in my city and i hate how much effort having friends requires

i go to a con every year and i have a passport so im thinking of using my neetbuxx to go to china yearly but idk

i hate how boring life is anons