>>532096928
>I wish I could give you guys a piece of my happiness. I have plenty to go around.
Put it in a cup, maybe I can drink it with a straw

>>527931301
He's constantly on the edge of breaking down but keeps it together for your sake.

I can only imagine how sad he feels when you aren't there with him in the Castle Town. It's a part of why he prepares things for you and Susie, to distract himself.