>>40415829
everything about the childhood i never got to have. it makes me feel especially othered when i’m searching up things like “how to blow dry hair” like some divorced dad trying to help his daughter but it’s just for myself since i never learned. learning things that should be second nature as an adult is embarrassing. this also plays into the part about not being able to give a potential partner a child, since i also can’t provide first hand advice on growing up as a woman

>>40394771
>trans girls only want one thing
and we’ll never fucking have it

>>40249600
ok look i do feel bad that you can’t have this but i also feel bad about not being able to have this and you didn’t need to remind me to feel bad about it today. it’s honestly brutal to think about. one of the things constantly on the back of my mind in my relationship is if he’ll one day realize he actually wants bio kids