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7/14/2025, 6:46:38 PM
>>33361902
i was born a pure hearted, sensitive boy, but forced to become a narcissist when social rejection and personal failure meant i could no longer take myself for granted and operate on the delusional belief that everything is fine
i was born a pure hearted, sensitive boy, but forced to become a narcissist when social rejection and personal failure meant i could no longer take myself for granted and operate on the delusional belief that everything is fine
6/12/2025, 10:53:45 PM
I'm just a loser. I try over and over again but I can't stay disciplined. The reason why is that
My mind doesn't work in the right way, socially or intellectually. As a result when I do try, it never enriches my life. I instead feel like a robot following algorithms in a rigid world designed and run by other people. My head is empty. I'm a follower and listener, not a leader or thinker. Processing the world and using that information to learn and grow takes longer for me. By the time you're 20 you have a good grasp on your strengths and weaknesses, and realize that every second of your life is and has been and will be shaped by these, thus your life will have a fairly predictable trajectory. Is that life worth the effort? Your answer decides whether or not you coast.
My mind doesn't work in the right way, socially or intellectually. As a result when I do try, it never enriches my life. I instead feel like a robot following algorithms in a rigid world designed and run by other people. My head is empty. I'm a follower and listener, not a leader or thinker. Processing the world and using that information to learn and grow takes longer for me. By the time you're 20 you have a good grasp on your strengths and weaknesses, and realize that every second of your life is and has been and will be shaped by these, thus your life will have a fairly predictable trajectory. Is that life worth the effort? Your answer decides whether or not you coast.
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