I find it hilarious how men on here can't get a girlfriend and this is coming from someone who's legitimate hideous (facial deformity) and autistic, AND SHORT. I've started going out to concerts, and doing outdoor activities lately and it's crazy how some girls smile at me and approach me trying to start a conversation. Last night at a concert I saw this cute brunette and she kept trying to get close to me, and she made it so obvious, she kept getting closer and closer and wouldn't stop playing with her hair and glancing at me (always thought this was a meme) but she kept doing it over and over, at the end I just left but it cracked me up. I've noticed if a girl is alone and you're alone they're a lot more open to make the first move to start a conversation, unlike when they're with a group of friends.

>get my first girlfriend ever
>she has stinky breath
>doesnt shave her pussy

How the fuck do you even find a proper girlfriend? I want a girl who's always shaven and smells good all the time. What the fuck? I thought all girls were clean.

The older I get the more I realize how meaningless and fragile my life is. I'm heading towards disability in my early 30s, my mother is spending more and more time at the hospital and doesn't have much time left. At the end, our lives meant nothing, we lived, and we will die, like everyone else. I've always known that, but experiencing it is a different emotion altogether, I've been expecting it since I was a child, I've always known, but now that it's here I'm still not ready to deal with the situation. Just a few years ago my mother and I would go on walks, I was healthy, and she was too, we would sit and talk, and I walk tell her about my plans on leaving my job and going back to school, no we're both in bad health, she's about to die, and I'm about to be disable with many painful spine surgeries awaiting for me in the future. I don't think I'll be able to cope once she passes away, she's all I have, once she's gone it's over. I won't be able to live with my disability, and the constant thought that I failed at life, and failed her, if I would've gotten into a good career field I could've bought her better health insurance, taken her to better doctors, but no, I spent my 20s working manual labor, spending my money on useless things, and playing video games, 0 progress whatsoever in my life, now with this disability it will only be more difficult to accomplish anything, and if my mother is taken from me I'd have to deal with the psychological aspect of losing my only friend, I think that's what is going to seal the deal for me, from that point forward I don't know what other path there is other than suicide.

A few weeks ago I broke down and cried so bad, she came over, held me and started trying to comfort me, it reminded me of when I was a kid, I regret doing that so much now, I can't cope with knowing my mother will die soon and her last memories of me will be of me being a failure, and now disabled. She will pass away worried because of me, I can't cope.

I was in Israel a few months ago and holy fuck, the women were beautiful, they had such amazing asses. I had never been out of the US before this. I've seen videos of Iranian girls and they're fucking beautiful too, way better than the trash we have here in the states, makes me sad that all these wars are killing so much pussy.

Sometimes I wonder if I live in a different reality

>5'8"
>severe acne scarring all over
>still get cute girls flirting with me

The only reason why I'm a 28 year old virgin is because I'm autistic and crave 0 intimate connection with anyone. How the fuck do these people not have girlfriens?