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I want to get married and adopt kids, but I don't think I'll ever have that as a gay man. Maybe in the next life...

Been grinding pretty hard for the past 3ish weeks to finally get a formal job title locked down in the not-too-distant future, sent out tons of letters and whatnot. So far these regulatory people have been playing hot potato with my case and keep passing me around like same, but none except one cunt has denied me directly so far. Just need to find one that's a bit more lenient when it comes to interpreting the requirements, that's the name of the game for now.

Note that i do not intend on actually working myself to death (if i'll even take up work at all rather than collecting NEETbux) after getting this job title bagged, it's not like the field pays much of anything or has truly decent career options to begin with

... But it's something i could genuinely be proud of doing professionally or just do on the side whenever i feel like it, so what the hell really.

This kind of professional fulfillment is one of the few things that's actually been missing for a very long time in my life (basically ever since i've turned 18) due to the very nontraditional path i've taken in general - Largely owing to factors way the heck outside of my direct control, but also because i had no one to show me the ropes/the people who were supposed to do so failed me quite miserably at every single turn.

I've always felt a good amount of shame from the lack of any formal vocational qualifications, acing this title however would do away with it for good. Thank you for attending my TED talk