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7/19/2025, 3:57:41 AM
I'm getting seriously sick of and burnt out by this shitty game called dating. It positively boggles my mind how women can claim to be going on dates every month or even every week, while I reflect on the fact I haven't so much as talked to a potential partner irl in over a year. The last "relationship" that got past a first date ended nearly 2 years ago. And I don't even know what the fuck I'm doing wrong. I figuratively and literally touch grass, I'm relatively in shape, I try to live a principled life, and I have goals. I'd love to be a loving husband and father and I think I'm capable, but there are no breaks to be had. Everyone I reach out to ghosts me if they even respond at all. And the ones who try reaching out to me have lifestyles and choices that are blatantly incompatible with my own stated values. I'd like to think I don't have terribly high standards, considering most of them are abstaining from degen stuff like tattoos and weed. Yet it seems like I am asking too much while also being not enough. I'm just sick of spinning my wheels in place.
6/25/2025, 5:51:18 AM
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I wish some choices didn't have consequences. TL;DR - inhibitions strike again.
>Go to a fast food joint on the way to a gig
>Pretty cute asiatic chiquita takes my order
>Single patty burger meal, nothing crazy
>Pick up meal after hearing a flurry of spanish and my order mentioned several times
>Hunch.png
>Sit down and unwrap the sandwich
>It's a double patty
This has happened a few times before at different places and with fries sizes, but it felt kinda nice to be hit on by a cute chick like her instead of the usual types who work in the back. And my autism roleplays in my head might have actually gotten me somewhere, if it weren't for the fact that
>I'm selectively racist (I don't mind being friends, but I'm not having mixed babies)
>Being hispanic, the odds of her being crazy is high
>Being hispanic, the guy(s) crushing on her are likely crazy AND homicidal
Sadly, my resolve (and virginity) remains intact in the face of could have been an eye-opening one-nighter.
I wish some choices didn't have consequences. TL;DR - inhibitions strike again.
>Go to a fast food joint on the way to a gig
>Pretty cute asiatic chiquita takes my order
>Single patty burger meal, nothing crazy
>Pick up meal after hearing a flurry of spanish and my order mentioned several times
>Hunch.png
>Sit down and unwrap the sandwich
>It's a double patty
This has happened a few times before at different places and with fries sizes, but it felt kinda nice to be hit on by a cute chick like her instead of the usual types who work in the back. And my autism roleplays in my head might have actually gotten me somewhere, if it weren't for the fact that
>I'm selectively racist (I don't mind being friends, but I'm not having mixed babies)
>Being hispanic, the odds of her being crazy is high
>Being hispanic, the guy(s) crushing on her are likely crazy AND homicidal
Sadly, my resolve (and virginity) remains intact in the face of could have been an eye-opening one-nighter.
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