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8/12/2025, 4:15:49 AM
>consider jumping
>apartment covered in nets and metal bars to stop jumpers
>nearby buildings have a build limit a few meters before being lethal and all of them lock up the stairs to roof
>consider hanging
>apartment (former public housing) is designed to have nowhere high enough and no ceiling fans
>consider gas
>Nitrogen cylinders are tampered with to prevent asphyxiation risk. Not allowed to sell otherwise
>consider gun
>obviously illegal, black market x400 the price even without rounds
>consider sodium nitrite
>Not sold commercially. Need some kind of industrial supplier with full data on you
>consider Hydrogen Sulphide
>Right type of insecticide not sold anywhere
>consider ligature strangulation
>stupid Chud retard can't even tie knots right. Never got the right spot
There is a cosmic force (government) preventing me from killing myself as I please. This is ridiculous
captcha: SKATT
>apartment covered in nets and metal bars to stop jumpers
>nearby buildings have a build limit a few meters before being lethal and all of them lock up the stairs to roof
>consider hanging
>apartment (former public housing) is designed to have nowhere high enough and no ceiling fans
>consider gas
>Nitrogen cylinders are tampered with to prevent asphyxiation risk. Not allowed to sell otherwise
>consider gun
>obviously illegal, black market x400 the price even without rounds
>consider sodium nitrite
>Not sold commercially. Need some kind of industrial supplier with full data on you
>consider Hydrogen Sulphide
>Right type of insecticide not sold anywhere
>consider ligature strangulation
>stupid Chud retard can't even tie knots right. Never got the right spot
There is a cosmic force (government) preventing me from killing myself as I please. This is ridiculous
captcha: SKATT
8/3/2025, 5:46:23 AM
I hate my life. Every thing about my life sucks.
If I was born in japan or china I would have an infinitely better life with a family culture and good food. I hate every single day knowing I had a chance to be born in south east asia yet I was born in fucking america. But because I was born here I have to suffer. I have to suffer as a garbage subhuman. Everything is perfect in east asia, 95% at least. They have better schools, better food, happier lives, better exercise, better community, better jobs, better culture.
Instead I was born in the west as a euromutt with faggot parents who one are dysgenic and stupid. I wasn't even gifted with the "good" euro genes like nordic blonde hair blue eyes I look garbage ugly with shit subhuman dysgenic genes. I'd rather be asian.
Even right now I live in relative luxury, it still isn't good enough. The only way my life can ever be made up and even began to be compensated for the garbage I was put in is if I become a multi millionaire and get everything I want. That's the only way it can forgiven. Besides that nothing matters. I don't care about anything. I don't want to do anything because its not worth it. I am 25 and I have only have despair and apathy, self hatred. I should be dead, and I hope for it every day.
If I was born in japan or china I would have an infinitely better life with a family culture and good food. I hate every single day knowing I had a chance to be born in south east asia yet I was born in fucking america. But because I was born here I have to suffer. I have to suffer as a garbage subhuman. Everything is perfect in east asia, 95% at least. They have better schools, better food, happier lives, better exercise, better community, better jobs, better culture.
Instead I was born in the west as a euromutt with faggot parents who one are dysgenic and stupid. I wasn't even gifted with the "good" euro genes like nordic blonde hair blue eyes I look garbage ugly with shit subhuman dysgenic genes. I'd rather be asian.
Even right now I live in relative luxury, it still isn't good enough. The only way my life can ever be made up and even began to be compensated for the garbage I was put in is if I become a multi millionaire and get everything I want. That's the only way it can forgiven. Besides that nothing matters. I don't care about anything. I don't want to do anything because its not worth it. I am 25 and I have only have despair and apathy, self hatred. I should be dead, and I hope for it every day.
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