How do people establish romantic relationships? I don't understand. Feels so unachievable to me. I know how to build a career and earn alot of money, how to get fit or learn a foreign language, but getting a girlfriend is an unknown concept. I wouldn't care if I wasn't getting older (turn 33 after tomorrow).

There is a couple of places I get out regularly, but no success so far (more than a year of trying to find someone). Only one girl appeared in my circle and she didn't like me despite all my efforts and courtship. And I thought I was a good bf material. After her, no girl appeared in my life so far. Afraid I will die alone. I want alot of kids and also want to experience life with a woman, like people in their 20s do. I guess only younger girl in her early to mid 20s will suffice, but I doubt many of them would like to date an old dude. Feel like a creep even looking at them.

Hate my life and decisions I made which led me to this situation. Can't even experience joy in things I like.

How do people establish romantic relationships? I don't understand. Feels so unachievable to me. I know how to build a career and earn alot of money, how to get fit or learn a foreign language, but getting a girlfriend is an unknown concept. I wouldn't care if I wasn't getting older (turn 33 tomorrow).

There is a couple of places I get out regularly, but no success so far (More than a year). Only one girl from my circle and she didn't like me despite all my efforts and courtship. And I thought I was a good bf material. After her, no girl appeared in my life so far. Afraid I will die alone. I want alot of kids and also want to experience life with a woman, like people in their 20s do. I guess only younger girl in her early to mid 20s will suffice, but I doubt many of them would like to date an old dude. Feel like a creep even looking at them.

Hate my life and decisions I made which led me to this situation.