>>60636465
>Better luck next time friend

>>60620291
>good luck

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>>60611468
>congrats to XRP friends

>>60604308
Btc hit another ath. Congrats frens. Water is also wet.

>>60592191
>Litecoin is reliable, you are a wise investor

>>60578396

>>60576589

>>60570917

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>>60567824

Disclaimer, I’m not trying to be funny or dismissive:

I genuinely think you should seek some kind of therapy, or mentorship from someone you can build a trusting relationship to discuss this stuff with. Whether that be a spiritual thing like a chaplain, monk, or even a yoga instructor, or something more clinical like a therapist or some or counselor, or even just an older friend/family member. Hell, even a MMA/boxing coach. Maybe also try meditating as well. It’s boring but it can sort of help you organize your thoughts better and subside negative thought loops.

I’m not telling you to take meds, or check yourself into a hospital or anything, and I’m not trying to make you feel bad or put you down or call you dangerous or crazy or anything like that. I’m literally just trying to let you know that this seems more complicated than a few quick lines of advice or a book recommendation or anything, and I can see this is clearly a call for help. I’m sorry I can’t really offer much more than that.


You might enjoy this song: https://youtu.be/2WrOaA7QCM4

I hope you feel better. :(