i was groomed and sexually abused by the same guy from 11 to 16. he was older than me and took advantage of the fact that i was incredibly depressed, lonely, and autistic with no friends. i've been diagnosed with cptsd, dropped out of highschool, attempted suicide twice (@ 13 & 15), developed anorexia, turned to severe self harm and substance abuse, most of those similar related things almost entirely as a result of this.
when i finally got away at 16 i had an incredibly difficult time, but i had already starting coping with this and processing being free of him before that day. he lost interest in me as i got older, mostly starting at 15, and i knew that. whether it was BECAUSE i was getting older or not, i don't know. i checked his social media constantly but after i left everything he ever contacted me on just froze. some accounts were deactivated, some abandoned, but they were frozen in time all the same.
with time i checked less and less. i haven't checked in several months now. it's been years since i left, and i dont think i ever really dealt with any of this but i've been able to push it down and keep it down better and better. thinking about it makes me feel like i'm going to throw up. sometimes i do throw up.
today i stumbled upon one of his active social media accounts.
i can't help but want more than anything to contact him again. i'm not the kind of person that does these things impulsively or would dm him just to scream about how he's evil and should die, i just want him to know. i feel like i need him to know what he's done to me. i've long since given up hope on pursuing anything legally because i've lost the accounts i had then and honestly the whole idea is too much to bear.
is it worth it? what do i do about this? this is going to be impossible to forget. i don't know if i can pretend i never saw it. i'm also scared of him realizing and instantly blocking me. i truly don't know what to do.

Normal person who never got molested:
>breathes
Faggots/trannies:
>omg xir is a repressing enby ace sissy

Tranny cashier I have a crush on said “have a lovely day” and I replied “love you too”

I just don't feel like gays fit into LGBT. I see them as fags who have fun by just sucking some dick and fucking ass and then living.
Everyone else seems to be mentally ill. Always busy with some retarded fighting/infighting thing.
But what do I know

Why am I like this? I just want genuine connections.

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I should've locked in instead of *had fun today*

So MTFs were invented in the 1920s in Weimar Germany.
When were FTMs invented? Early 2010s? FTMs seem more organic to be honest. Like yeah they're just mentally ill feminists afraid of womanhood, but at least it wasn't a Jew experimenting (like for the MTFs).

I've been making music since I was 12 years old (26 now) and I've lost the ability to make beats. I get stuck on chord progressions and can barely string together melodies now. I only took a 5-6 year break, what the fuck man? How can I get my sauce back?

I hate this
I showered yesterday and used shitty shampoo and now my hair is dry I hate it

I like trannies because they aren't under the illusion that a relationship between a man and them would involve love. The tranny knows she's a hole while she sees the man as a dildo. Symbiotic and exactly what a man needs from unmarryable women (all trannies, but also 90% of women). There's no need for games revolving around pretend-love or whatever. It's just a relationship for sex and maybe some cuddling. Awesome. God bless you trannies

I want an f35 and Sukhoi

The trapped rabbit

im gonna man up and break up with my tranny gf because she doesn't take care of herself. yes, i am shallow and i do not fucking want to see shadow on the girl im making love to. sue me, idc. this has felt like a humiliation ritual and i am sick of it. it ends tonight.