>>33216443
I take all the responsibility and blame anon, but at the end of the day I am ill. I didn't consciously choose to ruin my life via addiction. You have no idea how much I wish I could be normal.

>>33204806
>try to take this as fuel to fix your life
There's nothing to fix lol. My life is fucking over. I'm quitting my job, getting blackout drunk in the fields and doing cocaine. I need to die, we all need to die.
>>33204808
It was fucking doomed from the start, that is massive cope
>>33204823
Kek not quite
>>33204825
I don't think that's quite the case but perhaps you know better than me