>>40481355
Could it be that you are debating between your duty to society (very natural and acceptable, even if it's partially influenced by the education/hopes given to you as a man), and what your heart desire?
I, have thought the same for a long time, being a big fan of the images posted here with this dichotomy represented. But I have decided that I will try to do both, as there is only one life and only my way.

i've known i was trans since i was 15 but i still can't pick a new name, and i think putting off choosing when i came to college is one of the worst mistakes i made.

instead of committing to transitioning immediately, i just went by my initial, so i've been rotting inside my body for years now in this frozen, paralysed state of half-transitioning. i'm on hrt (finally) but i wasted so many years of my life, when i was supposed to be free and being myself.

i wish the version of me i was for the last three years was just a distant nightmare and not what my body actually turned into

at least i'm finally transitioning for real now. fuck my gay faggot life

how the fuck do i start building a normal day to day wardrobe? i want to look for things i can wear to my lectures. i have a couple of nice pieces of clothing but it's not that many

i don't want to throw away money on either cheap shit from shein or expensive stuff i won't want to wear

I hate being 6 feet tall, I hate that I will never pass