Being around my family always just makes me want to grow into better people than them. They’re not bad people but they all have at least one trait I’d consider “fucking disgusting”

Half my family are country bumpkin ass trumpie Protestants the other are self absorbed urban Jews

Smoking, gambling, anger, entitlement, racism, lack of education, poor risk assessment, bad jobs.

They’re not bad people but god I want to be better than them.

Why do I want a baby so bad? I’m too young