>>714114834
Forgive me, master...
I have to go all out, just this once

I feel like my confidence is absolutely shot to pieces. From what I gather, confidence is built up over years and years of POSITIVE wins. You don't build confidence via failing. I fail consistently at a lot of things. So rightfully my confidence is shot to hell. What I have found is that super confident people have had massive success streaks that sort of build this wall of defense against failure. So even if they fail, they don't won't feel it as badly. Whereas my wall of confidence doesn't exist. I always feel like I am bothering everyone and I always feel incapable and I always feel like I can never make the right decision in a moment that requires a decision. As a man, confidence is probably even more important and I don't have it. So in what ways can it be built and how do you maintain it? I honestly can't even fathom how some people are so confident because confidence to me is just arrogance. How can you ever honestly say "I am the best one here at this." and believe it. To me, I can never say that because in my mind, the person better than me at whatever is right next door. Like what is the difference between arrogance and confidence?