>>715411108
Bros, I think I might be fucked. A little while ago a girl recognized a gamer tattoo I have and I got her socials, we texted like 3 times and I stopped replying after I scrolled her pictures and it was all friends and heckin doggos and stuff. More recently I met a girl at a bar and we started talking but I didn't immediately have a cartoon wolf reaction so I told her there was a deep indescribable sadness in me and I couldn't relate to other people and then I started to walk away. She called after me that I didn't have to leave so I turned back and said I had cancer and I was gonna die and then I just dipped. I was homeless for like 3 years after I turned 18 and I see dead and dying people constantly because of work, also I am incredibly jaded and spiteful and full of wrath about other people because of my life experiences. Even if I met someone that I didn't feel that way about I don't think any woman could understand the level of hatred that lives in me, much less accept it and care about me all the same. I'm basically incapable of relating to any other person outside of a fake hr approved personality at this point, 99% of men let alone a woman. Is it over for me? I'm still young at least

We need to kill whoever did this.