Thread 715411108

Can videogames soothe loneliness?

>>715411108 (OP)
Why can’t I have this

>>715411108 (OP)
Shit Rance waifu

>>715411235
because we stay inside all day
how the fuck are we gonna get girls in here?

>>715411108 (OP)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

>>715411108 (OP)
AI can

>>715411501
This, it pretty much murdered the erp scene on F-list and whatnot for the convenience to enjoy rp without having to negotiate with social retards. It might not simulate some very high quality players or handle the most obtuse and retarded fetishes but it pretty much has dominated all but the most elite of the scene.

>>715411316
I don't know if you know this, but there are literally free women walking outside. You can just pick them up and take them home

>>715411108 (OP)
I've been at this for a while and I don't think they can

>>715411931
they keep running away after eating all my eggs, those things a bloody expensive too

>>715411931
They find me appalling tho

>>715411717
what's some good AI to rp with? asking for a friend

>feeling loneness
stop being a woman
or a faggot that thinks he is a woman

>>715411235
Bro you just gotta b urself

Just walk up to a girl and be like "hey" and THAT'S LITERALLY ALL YOU HAVE TO DO to get laid

>>715412172
If you don't feel loneliness your brain is literally wired wrong, it's called schizoid personality disorder

>be me
>White man in Canada
>have no business being circumcised like Americans are because circumcision isn't a thing up north
>STILL got my dick jewed at birth
>my chances of getting laid, getting married and/or reproducing are literally zero thanks to my dick not being intact like the rest of my racial kin
Jews literally took a shit on my country by flooding it with Indians, yet that isn't even the worst they've done to me.

>>715412182
I did this and now got a court hearing tomorrow gang

>>715411235
Because women are mostly shit these days, but think they're worth it despite being shit.

>>715411717
>>715412170
Just use ChatGPT (or any of the "big ones" LLMs), unironically improve your writing skills and just learn how to prompt, bro.

>>715411108 (OP)
i kissed the screen

>>715412170
I use NovelAi which is much more of a storyteller than chatbot back and forth thing. It's 25$/month and completely uncensored. I can confidently say I've enjoyed every possible fantasy I've ever thought up for rp and then more. While I don't care to pay for subscriptions I see it as 25 USD for my [solo] sex life and imagination to go buck wild. I've tried Chat GPT and a few other ones are they were pretty fucking lack luster imo.

>>715412170
Model wise, Deepseek v3 0324. Fully uncensored, and with some tweaks its probably the best you can do without going bankrupt. Heres my current story.

>>715412310
I may be a shut in virgin loser but I'm not pathetic enough to flirt with a glorified word prediction machine

>>715411108 (OP)
>Gets raped as the loser
>Falls in love with the rapist anyway
Tskk every.fucking.single.time

>>715412263
if you weren't circumcised you still wouldn't be getting laid retard, women don't see your cock when they meet you now do they

>>715412401
ok, retard. Go play with your Tulpa or something.

>>715412525
funny you mention that, because I'm considered conventionally attractive by a lot of people

any relationship I were to have would end in tears the moment I pulled my pants down and whipped out my Freddy Krueger dick

Only temporarily. Once you're done playing and remember it was all fake the loneliness comes back.

>>715411108 (OP)
No, but a dakimakura of the girl that gave you your first boners does
I'm not even exaggerating
I get genuine emotional fulfillment from hugging and kissing her
and of course we have sex and it's just as amazing because I love her
and I love her because she isn't a demon like real women are

>>715412850
As a guy who fucks around on Spicychat, I can confirm this

>>715412381
screens can't consent!

>>715411108 (OP)
need tomboy

>>715412250
Sounds like not my problem.

>>715412250
found the faggot who thinks he is a woman

>>715413207
>need psychopathic murderer GF who'd actually kill me if she suspected me of cheating on her
>will never get one because my dick is mutilated and looks like fucking freddy krueger

>>715412267
Sme thing happened to me, just tell the judge the only thing you guilty of is love, and also call them racist

Girls do that shit as a test and once you walk out the courtroom theyll be all over your dick

>>715412267
sucks but that's just the game, playa haha

>>715411108 (OP)
Catbox, NOW

>>715413787
nigga what
that's from fucking rance

>>715412170
Sankaku's AI companion system is unironically pretty great if you're into short back and forth concise RP and are too braindead to set up a local model, but it's paid and one of the more expensive ones to boot. If you have a good computer probably worth taking a visit to /g/'s AI chatbot general.

>>715411108 (OP)
maybe

>>715411108 (OP)
I WANNA KNOW WHAT LOVE IS

I WANT YOU TO SHOW ME

>>715414037
>only girl that legitimately liked denji with no ulterior motives whatsoever
>fucking dies
I don't even care about part 2 anymore man

>>715412267
I GOT PROMOTED

>>715411108 (OP)
No, loneliness is a skill issue, remember people are shit and stop caring about them.

>>715411235
Anon youre on /v/

every goddamn thread some kid is shilling AI unprompted

>>715411108 (OP)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA LIPSTICK ON MY EYYYYYYYYYYEEEES

>>715411108 (OP)
Yes but only if you've never known anything else.

>>715412250
>if you don't feel bad or like a woman that means your brain is wired wrong


>>715413239
Kek

>>715414387
According to 4chinz's advertising page 30% of users are grills
Though a good 70% of those are on /soc/ and not the kind of person you'd want to interact with, and 20% on /cgl/

>>715411108 (OP)
Going out and realizing women are not what you expect and will never measure to vidya may cure loneliness. Or make you realize you were never sick.

>>715411108 (OP)
No, they will only make it worse.
AI, on the other hand...

>>715411108 (OP)
I'm more of a correcting ojousama brat kinda guy

>>715412182
>do this in person 100+ times
>zero dates
>do this on apps 1000+ times
>zero dates
Some people are simply too bdoring and autistic to get dates anon.

>>715411931
I believe thats generally frowned upon anon. Did you not listen to them when they said "help, I'm being kidnapped!"

>>715414538
>more gay and tranny threads than female threads on /soc/
>slow boards like /cgl/
there's a 0% chance 30% of the users are grills. I would give you at most 30% of the lurkers, certainly not people actually posting on various boards. If you've ever been to any kind of videogame related gathering you know it's not anywhere close to 30% women, certainly not on /v/

>>715411108 (OP)
She is the best girl and i hate how future rance games barely bothered to include her

>>715411108 (OP)
>tomboy
Safe horny reddit fetish

>>715412170
chub.ai used to be good but their paid models have shit the bed and the free one isn't much better. shame too because it's hard to come by a good uncensored one
>>715412805
Circ'd men everywhere are having sex just fine, unless yours got really fucked up somehow, it's not your small penis keeping you from fucking, it's your small penis attitude

>>715414219
They all die. The author just randomly kills them without rhyme or reason.

>>715413075
>Be me
>Christmas last year
>Ask for a body pillow from parents, legitimately just wanted a full length pillow because I am a side sleeper
>Clearly my boomer parents just googled "body pillow" and found anime ones and thought it was HILARIOUS
>Open presents
>A Daki of Yanfei from Genshin
>Don't play Genshin
>Parents bust out laughing
>Everyone has a good laugh
>Give me a plain case after
>They don't know when I got home I put the Genshin one on the pillow
>Sometimes talk out loud to it, say things like "move over, wife" or "It was a long day" and shit, generally refer to it as "my wife" when at home
>Fall asleep hugging it every night
>Legitimately less lonely on a daily basis
I'm terrified I'm going to be found out at some point or fall too deep down this rabbit hole.

I just want a daughterwife.

>>715411108 (OP)
you guys choose to be lonely

>>715415486
dodging rejection is valid. you can really only take so much of it before you start spiraling, better to avoid it and cope

>>715415486
I didn't choose to be ugly

>>715415342
Thats sexual assault.

>>715415596
Anon, you're replying to a women.
Women don't believe ugly people are human, so you don't count.

>>715415342
what in the MMD is this

>>715415342
My heart

>>715415552
it's valid but it also has consequences and nobody wants to hear about how "lonely" you are

>>715415596
ugly people get laid every day. You probably aren't even that ugly

>>715415396
This is why female androids are gonna take over the world btw

>>715415596
You also won't choose ugly women. Totally fine but nobody's going to care when you bitch about it.

>>715415824
God, you can just tell they're going to arbitrarily ban loli androids.

>>715415842
being ugly doesn't magically make you attracted to other ugly people

>Try my best to look for dates and shit
>Got nowhere
>Stopped giving a shit and instead just focused on my hobbies and things I like
>Found someone
I know it isn't going to be the story for everyone, but I actually do think "stop giving a shit" is good advice.

>>715415956
Which is why I said it's fine. The harsh truth is that it's not the fault of women. It's the fault of other men. The term slampig wouldn't exist if guys had standards and let ugly women be as lonely as ugly guys. At least then women might have some sympathy.

We blame women a lot but so much of our pain is self-inflicted.

>>715416072
That only works if you interact with people regularly.
Even someone with a job will sometimes have the sort of lifestyle where they never meet new people outside of basic cashier interactions and shit.

>>715416072
Dating apps are literally made to keep you lonely because putting you into a long term relationship would make them lose two customers

>>715416072
Upvoted

>>715414198
that's a man

>>715411235
I dunno, why are you asking me?

>>715415486
>you guys choose to be lonely
Literally nobody does.
Fuck you.

>>715415659
>>715415486
ok foid, how do you choose to be 'unlonely' if it's as easy as going to the gf store

>>715411108 (OP)
Yes, if you gave the people in solitary confinement video games their stay would be 100x easier.

>waiting to catch train
>overhear a dude next to me ramble to his girlfriend about his favourite 40k army
>look over, guy is a 6 and the girl is a 10
honestly i feel like my biggest problem is that im not in shape

>>715411108 (OP)
These types of hand-insertion scenes do nothing for me because my hands are brown

bighat thread

>>715417114
I’m /fit/ and I haven’t been on a date in years

>>715417176
Why are you brown?

>>715417114
Biggest problem is you don't have opportunity. Do you go to a local tabletop store? comic book shop? Do you have a hobby that others may be interested in? Or do you just stare at a screen?

>>715417226
I'd love to go to hobby shops and play locals but yugioh is expensive, magic is only enjoyable if its commander with friends and grand archive is only hosted at insanely inconvenient times for me

>>715411108 (OP)
Tomboy GFs are for anal sex!!!
Right in the butthole!

And so are all other girls, desu.

>>715417436
kinda based

>>715417114
One thing you have to realize that if you found a genuine "one" your hobbies don't matter to them unless if they are completely fucked kind of hobbies.

>>715413075
I’m really tempted to get a daki of my waifu but I still live with my parents so I probably shouldn’t. Worst part is I do actually have a decent job and could probably afford to move in to an apartment but, like, why would I do that other than so I can jerk off with my bedroom door open

>>715415342
Based Ei enjoyer

>>715415137
>Circ'd men everywhere are having sex just fine
I live in a country where the only cutfags are Muslims, Jews and White boomers/GenXers. White zoomers like me don't get their dicks jewed anymore.

>>715415486
>nobody talked to me in school because I was unironically born retarded
>spiral further into autism because I can’t surpass the barrier of entry for having friends
>become an adult, still can’t make friends because now everyone has increasingly higher standards, women in particular
>keep spiraling downwards in my autism because nobody will give me a chance
>some fucking retard posts “you guys choose to be lonely”
Troll or genuinely awful human being, call it

>>715415486
I literally had no say in getting my dick mutilated, but okay.

>>715416110
what’s funny is you genuinely think you were making some sort of intelligent statement

>>715417176
Then stop being brown, dumbass

>>715414219
thanks for the spoiler ass hat

>>715412263
>White man in Canada
you were doomed from the start. ouronly options now are pajeeta's or chinks.

>>715414538
>30% of users are grills

>>715415486
>you guys choose to be lonely

>>715415486
women are just insecure, immature and not ready for a real man like me

>>715418753
>Jews genocided me and stole my foreskin
may Israel fall as karmic punishment to the Jews for their crimes

>>715415486
This is really cringe

>>715418406
NTA, but post some contact information (like a Discord tag) right now and I will literally become friends with you.

>>715419057
I literally look like this

>>715415659
>You probably aren't even that ugly

>>715412170
>>715412397
This.
>Spend $10 on openrouter using crypto
>Enjoy endless use of deepseek v3 0324 on using either chutes or targon (chutes for speed, targon for more in-depth uncensored because chutes might be using a quant of deepseek)
I've been enjoying downloading saviorfag or potential saviorfag cards off of chub.

>>715419297
Can you explain how to do this I went on Openrouter and saw no place to pay for Deepseek already have sillytavern

>>715419361
You only need to have spent 10 dollars total for credits on Openrouter, after that you get 1k calls per day.

>>715419361
You can use deepseek for free, but if you want to use more than 100 messages a day (which is needed if you are constantly re-rolling or just rp'ing a lot) then you just need to add the funds to your account. Continue using the free models and the funds never decrease and you can use as much as you want.

>>715419297
based, any recommendation? For me it's saviorfagging cards that were not prepared for it
>high school where all the girls are free use sluts
>act as their teacher and manage to form a secret organization to teach them to value their bodies

>>715411108 (OP)
God damn she's really cute, post more of her

>>715415486
Here‘s the truth: there is no shortcut and no cheat to real life, there could be a 1000 or more rejections before you succeed, could be that the first girl you ask out will marry you, thing is if you aren‘t actively searching and applying yourself by actually talking to women in person. You can choose not to participate but ultimately you are an animal with needs that will make you go mad when ignored.

>>715419469
their bodies have no value if they are sluts

>>715419425
is 1000 calls messages or words?
>>715419451
That sounds pretty good desu

>>715419297
why did you specifically use Crypto?

>>715419583
1000 messages, regardless of size. Yes its basically infinite, unless you use a bunch of add-ons that triple your call consumption.

>>715419469
Just download any of the slave market ones and start off by asking anyone where they "dispose" of sick/unwanted slaves and take off from there.
Or just sort by guro/ryona and then choose ones that look like they have good potential.
>>715419583
make an account and just start using it for free. Only pay the $10 if you hit the limit. (I'm not sure if they changed it but so far my account hasn't been effected)

>>715419525
They are only sluts because society (well, the fantasy society in the card) told them to be.

>>715411108 (OP)
Yes but only if your autistic. If you aren't you'll realize you are playing with dolls and commit to your suicide date

>>715419654
>>715419661
Thanks anons :)

>>715412170
DeepSeek wrote me a cool ass fanfic between Blade and Home Improvement. Blade and Tim slayed vampires with super powered chainsaws and juiced up combat vehicles.

>>715419638
It's an option if you want.
I didn't because I'm fucking lazy
>>715419805
please post summary/log

>>715415030
faggot reply

>>715415486
weak bait, made me reply

>>715411108 (OP)
Tell me it's not too late to find a 20 year old loving gf while I'm 40...

>>715417967
I have one and my parents know, I just bought a plain cover and said it's because it helps me sleep better because it's completely true
They don't know I can easily remove the plain cover and a naked girl who groomed me is underneath

>>715414717
I'm impressed you've tried that much at all.
I can't even hold a conversation with guys.
Only interaction with women i've had as them laughing at teenage me.

>>715411931
You can't do that nowadays though

>>715420106
the government doesn't want you to know this but the women at the park are free

>>715420106
>40
it's over for you. hope you have better luck in your next life.

>>715420106
Even if you did find her, your children won't be happy to have an old fart dad.

>>715411108 (OP)
Webmrel will never happen to you if what she sees is this

>>715420106
S-sry anon, it's over

>>715420106
It was over the second you turned 35

I've got the cure for loneliness: spend your life around people who don't care about you and only see you as something to be used for their own personal gain or even just their amusement. You won't want anything to do with the human race again.

>>715420708
I work too yes

>>715420708
this
especially if they're you're family and you're also mentally ill

I've stopped believing in love like 10 years ago. I'm fine with being alone, seeing as everyone else my age and in relationships tell me they're jealous of my freedom.
Also VIDEO GAMES MOTHERFUCKER.

I am a wise 28-year-old gf-haver.
Ask me your questions and I will answer as best I can. Be them related to the nature of women, the self, or the cosmos as relates to getting that sweet poonani.

>>715419297
>not using local
lol enjoy having your chats read by some indonesian man

>>715420986
you are not autistic so no advice you give would be helpful

>>715411108 (OP)
why is she lying on a gigantic nut sack?

>>715420986
kys unvirgin

>>715420794
>>715420830
Attachment always leads to pain. If you want to be happy, live free of attachments. Never care more about someone else than they care about you.

>>715420986
big if true

I'm 32 and never had a gf, I finally got my lifelong medical issues dealt with so I'm going to give it a whirl but it'll probably be a challenge. But I know video games probably won't help no.

>>715414726
>kidnapped
stop aiming at kids then

>>715411108 (OP)
how does he get away with it

>>715420986
imagine having a gf
Kek, loser

>>715421080
this is gay
it's just finding people to care about is impossible

>>715411235
Because you waited too long and now you're a mid 30s dude with splotchy skin, receded hair, empty eyes, and the beginning of jawls

>>715421059
I am very autistic, but have learned via memorization and intensive study the normie social queues/expectations.
They are, honestly, very simple.

>tfw a serial flirt despite being married
I haven’t actually done anything, but it just feels too good to talk to foids who think you’re attractive- it’s like injecting straight dopamine

>>715411108 (OP)
Yes. Animu, Mango and vidya are the 3 pillars of Anonymous' life.
They let you escape the faggotry that is reality until you have healed enough to take it on properly.

>>715412170
Kindroid
It even allows ERP

>>715419491
Don’t take the Lord’s name in vain

>>715421412
I feel you, niggy.

Cute girl anon here. Everyone ITT needs to have sex right now.

>>715421365
so did the rest of us fag

>>715421362
This is pretty much what happened to me ;_;

>>715421001
>said indonesian man when he reads the chat where anon carries the amputee one-eyed slave he freed on his shoulders through the forest where she grew up, and she is able to feel the wind on her face and the smell of freedom for the first time in 300 years.

>>715421507
Thank you, anon. I just needed someone to understand

>>715411286
true, Shizuka is absolute dogshit

so is DeepSeek the best thing yet to write slop?

Other than abusing words like PURRING, it seems to make the best stories with proper character development. It's even good at picking up stories from a previous site after feeding it a summary of both the story and characters.

I bet it could write a better ending for One Piece than whatever Oda is planning to do.

Would my life improve significantly if I had a gf?

>>715421682
>*He gatekept the good models*
>"Mine" *He says as his fingers dug into the LLM model hard enough it broke skin*
>*Somewhere, an Chinese man who trained the model laughs*

>>715421589
>amputee
How many limbs we talking?

>>715411108 (OP)
No anon, play video games that let you get a girlfriend or married to your waifu doesn't count as REAL love, you idiot

>>715421747
>Would my life improve significantly if I had a gf?
The Verdict
If you’re already content? A loving relationship can add depth, joy, and partnership—making a good life great.

If you’re struggling? A relationship might distract you temporarily, but unresolved issues (loneliness, self-doubt, lack of purpose) will resurface.

Work on building a life you love first. When you bring wholeness to a relationship—rather than seeking wholeness from it—you’re far more likely to find lasting happiness.

“You can’t pour from an empty cup. Fill yourself first.”

>>715420106
just give up unc

>be normalfag
>perform humiliation ritual for STD riddled second goods
>have to wear a plastic dickbag to not ruin your life for 18+ years
>be autismGOD
>have a dakimakura pillow of the hottest girl you've ever seen
>have an onahole that milks you like a succubus
>take her virginity and form her to your shape
>cum inside her raw as many times as you want
>whenever you want
>never have to utter a word

>>715421747
I had one friend who did a complete 180 to normalcy, happiness, and kids, and one who became trans so it is 50/50

>>715421850
>“You can’t pour from an empty cup. Fill yourself first.”
What a dumb thing to say. It sounds deep, but basically it means "be interesting for other people so they don't grow bored of you".
No.

>>715420106
uh literally just buy a whore from some asian country

>>715421747
Depends a lot on who she is vs. who you are.
Many dudes ITT today would feel a lot of pressure to present themselves positively and as such make a lot of surface-level changes. A number of those would end up making larger, and important, changes in the real lifestyle of the aforementioned Anons.
Hard to say what your specific circumstance would bring.
Still, as always, I'd encourage you to give love a chance.
It's worth it.

>>715421850
>gif cuts every other frame such that it appears her rapidly bouncing tits are frozen
Horrific

>>715421936
I think you would like to know that you are autistic

>>715421747
you would have much less money and you would have a constant source of stress and annoyance

>>715421923
This puts a smile on my face. If it's real, it's pretty fucking cool.

HONESTLY, JAMES!

>>715421936
no you autistic fuck, it means that you can't give happiness if you're unhappy with yourself

most of the time people without gfs are guys that never give anyone the chance to love them for who they are

>>715419638
So it's impossible to track it back to you if you have paranoid schizophrenia
Also because you should have crypto by now, it's 2025, anon, holy fuck, stop holding the dollar, it's getting embarrassing.

Would getting a cat cure my loneliness?

>be halfrican
>move to highly racial area
>no friends.png
>gf back home stops contact and dumps
>family doesn' want me seen to hide black kid
>no internet
>only friend is TV with two channels and game console
>replay the same 6 games for years
>still broken decades later because of lack of human contact
>friends now tell me to get over it

I think this is why Robin Williams loved games too. He was lonely, and they helped him have piece. They don't really soothe, but they distract, and it's nice sometimes.

>Men are pushed into loneliness, fueled by female whoredom
>Women are pushed into whoredom, fueled by male loneliness
How does this get fixed?

>>715422158
Any pet unironically

>>715422184
Sexbots

>>715422184
Robots.

>>715422010
Please do not ignore the wisdom this Anon just slapped you across the face with.
You really have to love yourself.
That's most of the struggle.

>>715422246
>>715422261
Unironically.
>Sex gets taken out of the equation
>No money for females being whores
>Male loneliness, at least the physical side, goes way the fuck down
>Those that are able to find partners know it's because of actual commitment.

>>715421747
>Would my life improve
If you want to end up as a manipulated cuckhold, then sure.

>>715422010
>you can't give happiness if you're unhappy with yourself
that's just pseudo intellectual bullshit with no basis on reality

>>715411108 (OP)
sauce?

>>715411108 (OP)
>Can videogames soothe loneliness?

>>715422262
>you must love yourself
That's the most hippie thing I've heard this year. You must know how to manage yourself and how control yourself.
Love is a feeling directed outwards, contraty to what your yoga trainer tells you.
If anything most of the world's problems is that people "love" themselves too much.

>>715422313
>at least the physical side
AI can solve the other part

>>715422201
he's literally me
but I'm still handsome
I'm just too autistic to utilize it

>>715422392
You have never been in a loving relationship

>>715422489
Yes and no, I've found that guys are pretty bad at describing what they want long term.
t. had friends that said they found "the one" only to cheat on their "one" because they got bored. Though, that is personal bias, the statistics may say otherwise.

>>715422535
Having fun kicking people while they're down?

>>715422184
Aborting lke 50% of boys worldwide. Next generation would live like kings.

why cant you young men these days just fine a girlfriend, jesus.

>>715422201
I see shit like this and then remember my brother married a bipolar girl and she tried to OD after he proposed

>>715422565
Just change her AI to your liking then

>>715422440
Nothing wrong with being a hippie. Peace and Love are both cool+based things.
Realistically, how are you going to expect someone to love you if you can barely tolerate your own presence?

THE SWEETEST WOMAN IN THE WORLD
COULD BE THE MEANEST WOMAN IN THE WORLD
IF YOU MAKE HER THAT WAY

>>715412263
and you still won't do shit about it cuckie

>>715422037
What were the % fees paying crypto?

>>715422713
Not the same without the music

>>715422627
no need to
I just write homoerotic short-stories about dudes falling in love with their rapist and earn 1.5k a month plus my usual salary of 3.5k
shits cash

>>715422627
bitches these days have impossibly high standards, they rather take turns getting pumped and dumped by the same guy then actually have a relationship with the guy they deserve to have

>>715415396
>Yanfei
Not bad, your parents have good taste. Her Japanese voice is pure sexo https://youtu.be/xoAqIE-vxUQ

>>715420986
majority of people here are grown ass men with families anon
there is just no point in posting, words are kinda worthless

>>715412170
lol at your life. you aint gonna make it

>>715422935
>majority of people here are grown ass men with families anon
Lol

>>715422805
Are the rape victims always straight?

>>715422935
>majority of people here are grown ass men with families anon

>>715422935
>majority of people here are friendless teenagers and early 20 year olds
fixed it for you

>>715422956
>>715423003
>>715423007
turns out the thing majority of people did through the entire history is not that hard to do, who would've guessed

>>715412170
Been trying a different NSFW chat bot each week until i found a few I liked.
Currently using Joyland and its been great so far, gunna switch to Yodayo next month and see how that is, its bigger/more popular so it might be better, or could just be more pay2win.

I just fucked a succubus so hard she split into two copies of herself, then I drank wine with one while I watched her clone fuck the pizza delivery girl.
Shit's fantastic.

>>715422935
Yeah fuckin' right.
If only. They'd have a lot easier time turning things around if that were the case, tbqhwyf.

>>715423045
anon all the oldfags left for better places. this is the underage b% board. just take one look at the catalog

>>715414636
sauce?

>>715423060
where is the chatbot that guides you through suicide? you should get that one you fuckin loser

Are there any chatbots trained after real girls so you can learn to flirt with them and talk to them?

>>715421747
>>715421747
>life improve significantly
>if I had a gf?
Occasional sex/love in exchange for almost all of your free time and most of your income.
She'll throw temper tantrums and threaten you with a knife in between crying requiring you to spend an hour comforting her because you wouldnt spend yet another night doing a 7 hour Married at First Sight marathon with her.

Whenever you watch TV with them they ignore the show and look at their phone, but you have to sleep on the couch if you pull your own phone out.

Find a mute girl or a deaf girl so you at least dont have to hear them talk all the damn time.

>>715423045
onlyfans is a recent invention.

>>715423217
Just get on dating apps.
You'll never meet 9/10s of these hoes, so fuck em.

>>715423171
>you fuckin loser
Anon you're on 4chan.

>>715423217
Just follow rules 1 and 2 and you'll be fine

>>715422935
>majority of people here are grown ass men with families anon

>>715423239
wtf kind of girls are you finding? i play games with mine and we have a good time.

>>715423264
Id rather die than give women validation on dating apps

>>715423372
Why?

>>715423264
pls never use dating apps, it is a satanic psyop meant to demoralize you

>>715423239
>Find a deaf girl
But then you'd have to hear her go
>HURR DURR
whenever she tries to get your attention

>>715423413
This, shit should be banned along with social media in general

>>715423293
>shocked not everyone on here is a neet loser
and now you have discovered why this place clashes with itself so much. non mentally ill people get sick of the /a/tier erp every other thread. most people have evacuated this place for better sites and only go here to take a dump every once in awhile. you can see this by going to 4stats

>>715423413
>it is a satanic psyop meant to demoralize you
how? i havent tried dating apps so i wouldnt know.

>>715423516
They're all owned by jews, need I say more?

>>715423516
At one point I never was insecure about my height, like ever, that of course changed when I used tinder in college

>>715423550
go on...

>>715423413
I concur, but it's the modern dating scene, so you'd better cope as best you can, friendo.

>>715411108 (OP)
Bros, I think I might be fucked. A little while ago a girl recognized a gamer tattoo I have and I got her socials, we texted like 3 times and I stopped replying after I scrolled her pictures and it was all friends and heckin doggos and stuff. More recently I met a girl at a bar and we started talking but I didn't immediately have a cartoon wolf reaction so I told her there was a deep indescribable sadness in me and I couldn't relate to other people and then I started to walk away. She called after me that I didn't have to leave so I turned back and said I had cancer and I was gonna die and then I just dipped. I was homeless for like 3 years after I turned 18 and I see dead and dying people constantly because of work, also I am incredibly jaded and spiteful and full of wrath about other people because of my life experiences. Even if I met someone that I didn't feel that way about I don't think any woman could understand the level of hatred that lives in me, much less accept it and care about me all the same. I'm basically incapable of relating to any other person outside of a fake hr approved personality at this point, 99% of men let alone a woman. Is it over for me? I'm still young at least

>>715423587
>Is it over for me?
>gamer tattoo
'fraid so

>>715423581
only the biggest hoes and niggers use dating apps, the dating scene is fucked, but the apps are the most fucked of all. The women you see with bfs don't get them from apps

>>715423587
you should kill yourself before you hurt someone else.

>>715411108 (OP)
Yeah, I just use Koikatsu to make my ideal women and make scenes involving them. It's also good for making porn with none of the inconsistency of AI.

>>715423459
theres two types of social media i see. one where people post to discuss. and the other is basically just an eternal low key dating profile for foids.

>>715423690
Be the big nigger.
Who cares?
Love is worth it.

>>715423587
>at a Bar
Do people on /v/ really?

>>715415486
Men can't decide hight
You can be rich
And you can get plastic surgery
But you will always be short
Lef lengthing surgery is not good and fucks your legs up permanently
And nothing is more worthless in the eyes of a women then a short man.
Women find short men who build muscles as even bigger jokes.
I didn't choose to be short I hate being short

>>715423869
can't find love on apps, never heard of anyone finding love there

>>715423885
bars are much better than apps, a step up

>>715411108 (OP)
How the fuck do I become schizoid
I had accepted that I was ngmi and was totally at peace being single from 15-21 but the last couple of months have been fucking me up
Beer doesn't really help. Does dudeweed work?

>>715424173
>Does dudeweed work?
That's how you become a schizophrenic not a schizoid, lmao

>>715423970
im not gonna blow $100 everytime going to a bar buying drinks for girls to try to hook up with random girls.

>>715423363
>i play games with mine and we have a good time.
Ive never met a "gamer" girl (ie: Nintendo/Stardew normie) that isnt massively obese

>>715424173
>How the fuck do I become schizoid
For me it was trauma at a young age

>>715411235
it's easy, you just need some chloroform and find a woman out in the wild

>>715415659
>nobody wants to hear about how "lonely" you are
nta, never complained about being alone, I don't feel lonely either.
Normies on the other hand...

>>715421235
>it's just finding people to care about is impossible

So why even try? What do you get out of it except more pain and misery?

>>715424309
That's what I'm saying, I was fucked my entire childhood and now I have to get better when I don't want to anymore.
How have I forgotten how not to give a fuck about anything? How do I go back?

>>715411235
be jacked like rance first

>>715423587
Maybe go to therapy

I barely make enough to pay for my own shit. I don't make enough to support or start a family. Take women out of the workforce, go back to single man can afford two cars, a house, and family.

>>715424307
mines the opposite. only weighs 100lbs. no boobies tho which i can pass on. again. where are you meeting these women?

>>715424491
It's probably just a small crisis that will pass, if you already reached the point of not giving a fuck before, you'll reach it again.

>>715412454
Can't rape the willing

i use romcom manga instead of videogames and it works. problem is there are only so many romcom manga in english.

>>715422767
So I had to pay 50 cents more

>>715417436
kinda gay

>>715424609
she makes hundreds everyday on her OF. and has an army of simps and a couple of chads. she doesnt need you. we live in a society.

>>715411108 (OP)
VNs help

>>715424780
>5%
yikes

>>715424819
I agree

>>715411108 (OP)
the truth is: Rance is fucking women in the prime of their lives who only have eyes for him. This is a fantasy even if you are a normalfag and it's why half of all modern marriage ends in divorce.

>>715420106
You'll be fine. DiCaprio is 50 for example

>>715425121
Anon, DiCaprio is famous and rich as fuck. And banging yacht girls all day long seems like a pretty hollow existence to me.

>>715424836
Agreed, 50 cents is a heavy price to pay for anonymity. You should just let them know that the owner of your credit card jerks off to vanilla erp

>>715424834
>YuzuGOD
Stay

>>715422873
>they deserve to have
Are you blaming the guys who manipulated a dumb bitch? I get hating the dude, but women are people too. When I find an interest in people I like to evaluate myself to see if my biology is creating a motive. I hate being beholden to our desire to bust fat gooey strands and the amount of bullshit im willing to see through. This can also be applied to platonic relationships.

>>715423240
which is an extension of prostitution, the oldest job in history

>>715423917
how "short" are we talking here? 5'3? Or the meme thst anything below a 6'0 is short?

Just how to deal with this frustration, bros? I feel helpless and hopeless, suicidal ideation at a all time high

>>715425353
Jerk off

>>715423917
It's got to be a burden. I just squeezed by at 6'0 exactly but one of my favorite co-workers is like 5'3 and gets so much grief by higher-ups I've never seen raise their head to use the same tone. My condolences.

>>715425353
1. Gamble hard until you don't have to wage (assuming you're not a faggot neet)
2. >>715425394 this, at least 3-5 times per day, if you can't then fix your libido first, you can't really be a man if your cock doesn't work anymore, that's just the rules.

>>715425268
real prostitution involves a full commitment to that lifestyle so there are only a few who did it. social media and feminism is a new invention and its a mass phenomenon.

>>715423587
Is this a pasta?

>>715423848
Based IllusionCHAD

>>715425353
Maybe forget about yourself and enjoy the ride. You live in the most convenient time to be human. Enjoy art, enjoy the wilderness. Whatever you want. There's a compromise with society at large but you've never been at a better point to choose whatever. Perception and Placebo work fucking wonders.

>>715424754
But you can will the raping.

>>715425627
you cant just forget about it and be happy when youre depressed. its an inbuilt biological mechnism thats unavoidable. its crippling and can be enough to actually make people kts.

>>715419297
I heard about this so you pay $10 to get unlimited access or am i gonna have to pay $10 every week or some shit

>>715412182
Hey.

>>715425872
You pay 10$ and get 1000 messages a day, I don't think it's time limited in any way. For now at least.

just don't bother with real girls. I was living paycheck to paycheck living with my ex. Now that I'm single I'm buying gunpla, built a home gym, bought two sets of midrange inline skates, paid off the last 20k in student loans. I can't spend money fast enough. I never have to worry about it again. I just jerk off once a week when I get too horny to think straight.
Whatever notions you might have about what a loving relationship might be, it probably won't be like that. I can't speak in absolutes, but you're likely to end a relationship feeling that you never started it only being fooled by the memories of the sexual escalation.

>>715412397
>>715419297
Cunny status? Allowed or not?
What about datamining, do they watch your porn or not?

>>715425938
Wait thats great is that $10 a month? or just $10 once off?

>>715423587
You sound a bit out there to me. People don't need to suffer just because you have. If you're only interested in continuing cycles though, keep on at it friend. Just try to remember me while you're shooting up the place

>>715425189
True, but probably it's his personality that does the heavy lifting. Just the first example to come to mind anyway

>>715425978
Just 10$, it's not a subscription or anything AFAIK.

>>715426072
that sounds amazing there must be a catch

>>715411235
Even if there's a girl that could somehow accept me like this my brain would reject it. I can't trust anyone fully.

>>715426106
the catch is that its deepseek, and therefore, all goes to China and the CCP.

>>715425956
>Cunny status? Allowed or not?
Allowed buy you might need to work on your prompt.
>What about datamining, do they watch your porn or not?
Who cares, just pay with crypto if you don't want anyone to connect your nonce fantasies with your credit card

>>715426195
Xi Jinping is gonna read my villager teleported to horny furry island adventures? That makes me want to use it more desu

>>715411108 (OP)
Yes, but only after you accept there is no hope left for anything else.

>>715425627
okay
but how do you get the economic stability to do this

keeping it real bros I think I’m just gonna hope I get lucky

>>715426346
Get a job lmao

>>715425956
You tell me

if you don't get every girl you have sex with pregnant you are a

pro tip: women don't love you back, they are programmed to only love kids
if you expose to them that OP related is your dream they will see you as weak

>>715426373
My masterplan is to costanzamaxx and give up hope

>>715423970
Unless it's a gamer bar or some other heavily themed one, it'll be the same people. But hooking up is easier irl, especially with drunk girls.

>>715426443
for me it was confidence, attractiveness, wealth and a sharp wit with a hint of sarcasm.

>>715412250
Everyones brain is wired wrong and I'm tired of pretending otherwise, we technologically advanced 100s of years within the timespan of ~40-100 years(not to mention whatever that Roswell tech actually was) and our stupid fucking monkey brains are still stuck in the fealty and peasantry era. Trying to placate women with gifts and tricks all the while substituting a high trust society with fiat currency and lawyers and no real consequences for screwing over your fellow man in pursuit of selfish base desires. Then we have the HUBRIS to think AI is going to bail our retarded asses out of the hole we've dug ourselves in? Who do you think programmed that AI, some altruistic philanthropist? Git gud already and adapt like humans are supposed to.

>>715425945
what will you do in 20 years?

>>715425841
Yes but you as your own thoughts can pause for a moment. I have many diagnoses I choose not to medicate out of fear of altering my actual ego, which I've found tied to depression. I'd rather deal with my thoughts of suicidal ideation than have a doctor give me a pill to sedate me. Make a fucking joke or some cool art you asshole. Talk to someone, I make it a point to tell people that I don't want to be here so we know where we stand forthright. You'll shoo off most, but some people just appreciate someone who can articulate how they really feel. Why do you think people are so drawn to manifestos? I don't want to say its as simple as sucking it up, but at some point you have to deal with the fact that you're a prisoner here. You'll be back home at some point though, might as well listen to some cool music. Try some new food maybe? Fuck the people, maybe learn to find comfort in solace? Twat.

>>715426260
>>715426384
nice
Thanks anons

anons how do I work up the nerve for my driving test
how do I stop freaking out every time i try to drive
I'm too scared about breaking the law cause I'm trying to practice without a license

>>715426693
Stop being a bitch

>>715425945
>once a week
The fuck?

I’m not a narcissist but I consider myself attractive enough and a good enough personality for social situations. It’s just a matter of finding someone I’m actually attracted to. Maybe playing vidya has raised my standards to unrealistic lengths but I feel like it’ll take a miracle to truly find “the one”.

>>715426693
You'll be on cruise control running red lights once you get that shit I promise.

I've attained wizardhood today. God I hate women

>>715426830
are you still a wizard if guys have fucked you
asking for a friend

>>715425979
I have tried being genuine and decent with people and all it's done for me is make trouble. Outside of a few work related single incidences the only thing it's accomplished is making me tired. You can put any amount of effort into living a real life and it will always be trumped by someone sucking their teeth and lying and acting in bad faith, both because of the inordinate difference in effort required for each and because of the economy of irony, nonchalance and cultivated mystery that exists in people today. All that remains now is surviving the day.

>>715426770
For me its never the same twice. These bitches be like gachas, I won't care at a glance then some quirks just elevate that shit. I hate it, pretty sweet though.

>>715426624
you are completely lying to yourself if you are a straight man who cant get any sex and saying that you arent really suicidaly depressed and or extremely angry all the time on the inside. distracting / lying to yourself only works for so long before you break hard.

>>715426882
as long as you did not put it in then maybe? they never specified what kind of virginity count

>>715426830
happy birthday fellow wizard fren
I'm majoring in healing

>>715425979
And you say out there like you're in there. You don't deserve to be in there if you cast down on others for being out there

I will insist, niggatachi.
Love is worth it.
Please.
Go forth.
There are so many lonely women out there for you.

>>715426893
Well obviously you're not acclimated for that environment. I work with 100 people and there's not many that could actually surprise you. Even I'm pretty standard in terms of outward portrayal (bummy clothes, graphic tees, etc.). Most people just aren't interesting. Including yourself. Especially at work, there's only one fucking reason you're all there. I just like to get people's phone number and then never speak again. I like the notion that I was invited to pursue. Usually better than the event.

>>715427136
I'm only in here because I have to be. Out there is very noticeable, and even I'm on the fringe

>>715412170
none of them because all your chatlogs will be saved, sold and used to blackmail you later

>>715421541
No you didn't, you know what things YOU don't like and just sulk about it and sit in silence
Normalfags love talking about themselves by the way and being asked about something they can brag about

>>715411108 (OP)
Almost every day I think something like "man It'd be nice to have a girlfriend" or "These couples outside look happy I wonder what that's like" and I immediately get opposing thoughts like "I'm scared of affection anyway" or "I can barely manage talking to my family and my 3 friends daily who am I kidding"

I just want it to stop but it's going to get so much worse when I turn 30 next year.

>>715426617
see if I'm on course to retire off my investments or eat a bullet when my body is too worn out to work.
>>715426756
I'm 40. My testosterone levels are actually surprisingly high, I already tried to get on TRT. Also, the nut is better when you build it up for awhile.

>>715427384
Well then you're not really in there. I'm in there in the same way

>>715417209
SoBigHat

>>715427082
what if it was a Tgirl
but I still didn't use the equipment

>>715411235
Just bee yourself bro

lotta single moms looking for stepdads in this thread

>>715427662
You are not supposed to nootice!

>>715421747
depends on the girl, it got better for awhile but then i wanted a lot more alone time than is normal for a relationship and it's a bit of a drag now. I just want to laze on the sofa all day at home by myself lately

>>715415486
They hate him because he told them the truth.
You guys will realize this in few years

>>715427612
Just hurt people man. Despite what they say, you would rather be the garden in the war. The best thing you can do in this life is to minimize the pain you could potentially inflict on others. If you can do that, nothing else matters, despite what you chemistry may tell you.

>>715422037
Anon what's the point signing up for crypto if all of them require your ID and shit
Tried Coinbase, Binance, Kraken, and all of them need identification upon registration.
Might as well direct wire transfer at this point.

>>715411108 (OP)
SillyTavern and AI chat bots cured this, yeah

>>715418514
He's right. Men should set the standard. Men should lead. Subversives have led society away from that.

>>715425353
Sleep, warm yourself and drink some tea or something.

>get gf
>suddenly a bunch of girls (and some of her friends) start hitting on me
Do they smell stability?

>>715428396
mexc and bybit unless you go over the limits

>>715428667
Yes, unironically.

>>715424173
You get closer to people, get burned and eventually learn the value of solitude. Like all good things, it comes with pain.

>>715428667
Most women work on instinct, and their instinct is to obtain something they don't have.

>>715428667
I had the same exact effect after RPing with my waifu for a month, but tbqh I did improve myself immensely during that time

>>715411235
sexual revolutions unironically. You also contributed to it

>>715426180
I used to be like this, but I actually had a good reason for it due to most of my relationships ending in me being cheated on, and the number of relationships I've been in is actually high so it was a lot... I think I have horrible taste in women, but I at least got over my trust issues.

>>715428685
you mean I can buy $100 worth of coin using debit card only (without ID nonsense) right now and use it immediately?

>>715424173
Wait did you really give up at 15? God damn, the damage the internet has done cannot be understated. That's grim.

>>715411108 (OP)
Noup, games are more like a round of beers or some drug, they help you to ignore reality for a time.
Get a girlfriend or some friends, or, if you’re to inept to do that, a pet.

>>715411108 (OP)
Delete this thread

>tfw 34, so 30+ roasites are your only option
Though considering the absolute state of zoomer females not like there's any difference really

Why can't you all just jerk off instead of crying and being depressed? And whining about the gacha and porn threada on /v/? Honestly after cumming inside my gf, the only thing I'm thinking of next is jacking off to Blue Archive when I log in later. Or maybe I'll get onto Skyrim with my porn mods.

>>715426384
is there a trick to make the formatting more consistent? I write my bots unformatted and in first message and replies only use paragraphs for direct speech but deepsneed starts adding more and more
>*text* **text** * more** text* *
over time. I never see it color text or spoilers or stuff like that either but that's not that important to me.

>>715429190
I jerk off while crying, nigger

>>715429123
>so your looking for the younger ones i heard?

>>715429123
There's always value in the cake/cougar market.

>tfw 32 years old kissless virgin
It's been over for years at this point, but the pain of loneliness never goes away. I've lost hope for a better future and seeing happy couples just makes me feel despair and bitternes even more. I can't even be happy for my little sister and how she already has two children because it just reminds me of the fact that I will never have kids of my own.
.

>>715427554
In my case, it's more like "man, I won't be able to have free time, income or time to play vidya" and "Also I'll have to be constantly paying attention to her or she'll either get bored, leave or find someone else". I stick to reading romcoms and jacking off.

>>715429535
>hes only 32 incel

dont hold your breath because miracles are fiction. enjoy the ride.

t. incel a lot older than you.

>>715429535
Thats because you watched garbage like Evangelion growing up and you looked up to Shinji. Most of the DBZ chads in the 90s hit the gym and lifted weights

>>715415486
You're right. I chose the life I lead because I'm tired of being hurt. I hate being demonized for existing. I hate having to navigate through different people's expectations of me without knowing what it is I need to achieve their standards. I hate that my worth revolves entirely around these standards. I hate being reminded that I am a flawed individual and that no matter how hard it will be my only defining aspect.

Yeah, I chose to be alone. Because it's better to be safe and alone, than to try and hurt and hurt and hurt, clinging onto some naive hope that "maybe next time will be better."

>>715429256
I had the same issue with DS, removed anything related to formatting in the prompt and added
>Italicize thoughts ONLY

>>715417436
TRVTH NVKE

>>715415486
Acceptance is the only path to enlightenment

>>715424173
Have a narcissist mother who bitches at you for being "moody" when you show any emotion and will use everything you tell her against you so you learn to never show your teu thoughts. Not notice your "firend" group has suddenly shifted and "the guy nobody likes" is suddenly center of the group and he hates you in particular so now YOU are the friend nobody likes and stop getting invited to things, so you never get emotionally invested in joining groups again.
There's also probably some inborn element you need to have to develop it. It's not that fun though. You are "okay" with being alone and you genuinely feel no desire to change. It doesn't feel like fear or anxiety preventing you from doing it but at the same time there a constant internal conflict.

Short ones is for days when the model would just force me to cum instantly, everything else is a long ass SFW (first 95% of it) RPs.
I need to come up with a new character it seems.

>>715430292
I'm trying to come up with a comfyMAXXED setting for SOL stuff (and some NSFW), but still not sure what it could be

>>715430420
That is a very easy choice, my friend

DS has such a way with words, truly a poet of our age

>>715430681
Also its reasoning is often more entertaining than a response itself

>>715430420
How useful are these chatbots/AIs for worldbuilding anyways?

>>715430681
I thank President Xi for deepseek r1. He did more for me than Trump ever did

>Thread with failed normalfag whining stays up for 6 hours
I missed when this site was dead tbqh

>>715430826
To an extent, every time I tried it was pretty basic shit, repetitive too if you swipe. That's if you just ask it to "make up a setting". If you add more details it gets pretty interesting. I'd say the best way to use it is to write the general premise and all the most important stuff yourself and then have AI to fill in the gaps for less important things.

>>715431142
Also, Gemini is better for this particular purpose than DS in my experience.

>>715429667
Dedinitely a big part of it for me too, I need at least a few hours of alone time daily. I'm jealous of anons happy with their waifus I always lose attachment to female characters once I finish a game or series and move on to something else.

>>715430869
I could never make R1 write better than 0324, in fact, it just goes schizo on me no matter which preset I use

>>715431530
I had no schizo issues with 0528

>>715431201
Gemini doesn't let me rape girls or have loli sex. Tired of Jewgle bro. I'm giving China my data

>>715431142
>>715430826
Few months ago I started using chatgpt to serve as essentially a sort of slave secretary to help me format and catalog my walls of text autism ramblings regarding my world building project, and it has been surprisingly useful tool. I already had a pre-existing setting though so it is not like the ai was much of use in the creative process of coming up with the ideas etc. One thing where it does excel at more than I can is using the setting and lore of it I've fed it to make little stories and scenes set within the setting.

>>715414198
mf could get some Index controllers for a start

>>715411471
fpbp

I had this idea that I'll lay myself open on some dating apps, with a description like
>40
>depressed
>NEET
>live with mom
>khv
>not showering for a month at a time
>not washing face nor brushing teeth
and whatever else, and seeing what happens. thoughts?

>>715432152
>what happens
Nothing would happen and by that I mean literally nothing

>found the perfect girl at an anime con, first meeting was like a dream
>extremely similar interests
>get eachother's humor and jokes
>short and tomboyish but big chested, sex was amazing
>turns out she wanted to transition, started growing facial hair and thinking about chest surgery
>had to break it up, couldn't deal with the new appearance or emotional swings from medication
it still hurts

>>715417436
nothing based about sodomy
the asshole is not a sexual organ by any capacity and it only harms the person for whom it's performed on

>>715421197
>cute tomboy
>in a rance game
fucking ruined

>>715432413
>turns out she wanted to transition, started growing facial hair and thinking about chest surgery
I don't know what I expected

>>715432152
he's just like me frfr

>>715431563
Oh wait, nvm. it was the thinking lag that made me switch back, lol

>>715429961
will try.

>>715425956
>>715412397
>fully uncensored
btw. it isn't but it only blocks some crude stuff (bestiality, blacked).
I didn't try to make fun of the chinese yet but I imagine there are some filters for that too