>>715411108
Almost every day I think something like "man It'd be nice to have a girlfriend" or "These couples outside look happy I wonder what that's like" and I immediately get opposing thoughts like "I'm scared of affection anyway" or "I can barely manage talking to my family and my 3 friends daily who am I kidding"
I just want it to stop but it's going to get so much worse when I turn 30 next year.