>ASL
26 / Male / Straight / Canada, QC

>Primary interests
Hiking, exploration, computers, programming, tech, philosophy, games, art

>Looking for
Cute trans girl to date, commited serious monogamous relationship. I want someone supportive and adorable in personality. Yes you can be jobless and bpd, as long as you're not going to hurt me directly.

>Not looking for
Do not contact if you're poly or too far away. I already relocated for another trans girl and I got deported so I'm not relocating anymore. Yes, she was absolutely crazy but I loved her with all my heart. You might wonder why I'm making a post here after I had to flee from a relationship with a trans girl with insane narcissism and bpd, well long story short, I'm addicted now. I'm just hoping my next trans wife won't try to kill me or hurt me physically. I love the bpd and the bordeline unhealthy obsession as long as you don't try to fuck up my life too much.

I also insist that if you have the slightest poly ideas in your head and threesomes may sound appealing to you, do not bother contacting me ever.

Also if you are messaging me from a psych ward or a rehab house, I understand your struggle but a relationship is the last thing you need. You are not ready. I already went through this and I'm not doing it again.

If you have uncontrollable anxiety or you're too mentally ill to function in society, it's ok as long as you'd be willing to let me help you or you would be comfortable being my housewife. I'd be able to support you as long as you don't project or direct the abuse towards me.

>Contact
Fredol on discord

I never stopped caring. You were the most special girl in my life, my true soulmate and significant other. I always believed in you. You had amazing dreams and I shared all of them and wanted to be there to see all of it come true. I never wanted to give up on you or abandon you. I only left because I was scared and betrayed. No other girl will be able to replace you. I will never forget you. I would do it all over again. I saw your post on 4chan just now and I'm tearing up, because I know you didn't mean to lose me, I know deeply in your heart you never wanted to betray me. Everything you said is true, I saw something in you no one else could see. I gave you my love and trust and wanted to see you bloom like the beautiful flower you truly are inside. I never performed anything Lucy, it was as real as the Grand Canyon we saw for the first time together. I hope to see you again one day.

Sincerely,
Frederic

I miss you Fred. I wish you had slept in my bed more often when I asked. My heart aches. I wish I could hug you and make it all better. I wish we could be in each others arms. Tightly wrapped together. A bond for life. I am nobody to you now. My struggles, my faults, my pains, my problems. I felt like I was too much to handle and that you deserved better. I couldn’t grow and change fast enough to be the woman you believed you saw in me. I felt like a disappointment and a failure to you. You always comforted me and told me otherwise but I never believed it. I have many negative thoughts about my self and I’ve been struggling to heal. I’m so sorry you got hurt in the process. I never meant to hurt you. I am very sad we hurt eachother like this. I wish we had a deeper love and stronger connection. Alas it was unfortunately superficial and lacked the emotional depth required to face and overcome the changes and challenges we must confront. Please don’t forget about me, I’d like to reconnect in the future. I’d love to come visit you sometime. When we both grow into who we are. I’m so fucking sorry for what we did. It hurt like hell. The way we couldn’t even look eachother in the eyes and turned our faces away from eachother and cried in the car next to eachother when you were at the hotel getting ready to leave. I had my best intentions when I came back from Austin. I made mistakes, we both did. And a huge mess. I loved our mess. It was ours and it was better than nothing. To the dearest man I ever met that loved me for who I was and wanted the best for me. I am sorry. I am grateful we met, I am thankful we shared the best moments of our lives together. The good the, the bad and the ugly. I wish it hadn’t been so dramatic and chaotic. I love you so much. Please get better. I love you babe.

-a kitten from AZ