I'm a trans woman and i'm insecure because my penis is 4 inches instead of 6 or 7

I want to go back to the woke decade
Everyone was nicer 2010 to 2020 even after a nightmare recession nobody gave a fuck about Joe Rogan and jk Rowling was cool back when only phd psychologist with a curiosity about sex habits knew what Blanchard typology was and understood it as a Freudian theory
Shit sucks so fucking badly now

>Have puppy kink
>I want to be the puppy
>But I'm a dom
>And I'm also an overweight early-30s masc dressing hon who's aging like a sack of potatoes
>Tfw no gf to baby me outside the bedroom and to dominate in the bedroom
Pain. Agony even