>Leave trans wife because she claims to be poly and cheats on me multiple times emotionally and finally ends up doing it physically.
>Begs me to stay and be poly with her
>Wants throuple with another girl and bunch of crazy shit
>Nope.avi, back to Canada
>Month passes, bpd neurons activated, she contacts me again
>She sends me a 4chan thread
>It's her saying sorry for everything and that she fucked up
>Tear up a bit, maybe she is sincere?
>Decided to take the bait and reply
>We talk and talk, it seems to be going great, she seems to be remorseful and willing to change
>After 2 days of honest talking, she brings up poly again
>Still wants throuples
>Heartbroken again


BPDs are the worst. I took the bait solid. She never changed. Are all trans girls this delusional? I want to forgive her but then she does this shit again. I'm just going to date the cis girl I've been talking to, I can't wait for her to change anymore. I told her I'd wait for her but after her saying she is still poly after cheating on me, all hopes are lost.

1/1
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. You loved me. I didn’t see in the moment. My thoughts were clouded every day. I’m so sorry. I love you so much. I’m so so sorry for what happened. I’m sorry I cheated. I’m sorry I broke your heart. I’m sorry I betrayed you. I have no excuse. I wish you to the very best. I’m so broken up about what we nearly had. We were so close. I’m so sorry. I wish you were here to tell me it’s all going to be ok. I still can hear you comforting me. I still lean on you for support even tho you’re gone. I just wish you were here so I could show you I appreciate everything you do. I’m so sorry babe. Sorry for The deepest wounds I have created in our relationship. I’m terribly heart broken for the pain I caused you. You were everything to me. And now it’s over. A beautiful thing ruined. I’m devastated and in tears sobbing as I write this. Please forgive me. I know you wish to see me again some day but I have done nothing but hurt you. I deserve to die alone without ever being loved again. I’m so sorry you met me in such a dark place. Thank you so much for everything and helping me out of my mess. I promise you I’ll keep myself out of trouble and do the right things from now on. You were the right one. You were the one for me. I knew it then and I still know it true now. I’m so sorry I never told you how much you meant to me. I never showed it. I’m so sorry. There were so many things I didn’t know how to talk about. I was scared. I needed to get back into therapy and I didn’t make it in time. I lost you because I wasn’t at my best. But you found me at my worst and loved me anyway and that’s the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. You were perfect for me. I miss you so much babe. I hope I can be with you again. I hope you weren’t serious about me not being able to have children, I hope you understand the pressure I felt from your mother. They way she found out when I first met your family.