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There is no choice anon. You're either happy and enjoy life or you don't. You can fool yourself and say "wow I'm really enjoying living", but that means squat when deep down you just wish you were never born. Believe me, I was sick of life by the time I was 14. Never abused, no trauma, no hardships, nothing.

The final redpill is that we have no free will. If the soul exists it is in the form of non sentient energy, so as far as we are concerned it doesn't exist. If god exists in the abrahamic sense then there is nothing we can do about our salvation since there is no real choice in anything we do. More likely is the possibility that god is also just living energy that isn't sentient and no salvation is required since our soul (non sentient energy) goes back to be part of him anyway to be put to some other purpose. There is no "you" in a vaccum, outside of you physical brain configuration, that can make decision without regard to your genetic and physical state (if you are hungry when you make the decision for example). We are all just dolls.