>>24480623
Try accepting it as best as you can. Reading Cioran will make you feel like shit at first but the more you read the more you can accept it. Fucked up at you job? Doesn't matter in the end.
Lost money? Doesn't matter in the end.
Lost all friends? Doesn't matter in the end.
Family members die? Glad for some of them. They only lived because they didn't want to die. Kind of clinged onto this life because they were too scared. But after death comes the same as before. So try living with it.
Everything too fucked up because you "it is what it is"-ed too long? Wanting to suicide but enjoying the last 2h before doing it, because why not. Don't care about others feelings because you are going to commit suicide nh shit. 2h are up? Try enjoying the next 30min before doing it, because you have nothing to loose anyway. A cig might be helpful. 30min up? Enjoy the next 3h because fuck everything. Then repeat that shit until death comes upon you. Self inflicted or not.


>>24480654
Books that may prove this to me? I have only read something about theology in some side chapters or something in some books. I have read Russells "Why I am not christian", but to be honest 95% of it was an absolute disappointing shit. Expected better from someone with such a big name.
I have Spinozas ethics (didn't read yet. Seems too technical for someone as stupid as me) somewhere and the bible and shit. Is any of this good? Would be glad for some decent recommendations

>>24461052
Cioran will be you fren.
Nah but on the side. What are you hoping for? People hope for different things.
Death? Read some Cioran or Benetar or Ligotti or some shit
Happiness? Become Buddha or some shit
Indifference? Schopenhauer, Cioran or Epictetus
Good drug use? Huxley
Quiet life? Quit you job
>>24462149
How the fuck can these nigga gooses climb trees if they don't have hands?