I fucked another tranny a few days ago and I wasn't all that attracted to her as I thought I should have been, so I just kind of went through the motions and now as a result I'm grossed out from the thought of having sex. I just wanna find love at this point but I also don't really know how to do that without hooking up with enough people until I find someone who I'm really into. While it's worked a few times, I haven't really fallen for anyone that way in a way that worked out for me. Even the times I hookup with someone and I do fall for them it just doesn't work out for me and it's usually a fairly one-sided attraction.
I dunno man, I'm at a weird point in my life after that night. I think I get why growing up my parents told me not to have sex with someone unless I felt a real strong attachment to them, and while I'm not that cucked maybe there was a grain of truth to that.

i do not like how it feels

>>60506181
>it’s real