>>81703575
Personality:
>Being herself and not being a normie that follows the trendy stuff to fit in or because everyone else is doing it, willing to resist social pressure
>being very introverted or asocial if not a little misanthropic
>being Christian and wanting a family
>having hobbies like vidya, reading, drawing etc.
These are all things that are similar to me so I want someone that is like me is the most important, because I think I can only love and be loved by someone like myself.
Appearance:
>doesn't dress to show offish, either pretty basic or just not too showoffish, can be anything from dresses and skirts to just hoodies and t shirts and jeans, just not slutty
>kinda chubby so she's soft and has some boobs and ass, anything is good unless she reaches obesity
>doesn't matter if she wears makeup to look good or not as long as it's not super much
>white

What are you even supposed to do as a lonely man? I am so lonely and touch-starved that i am incapable of not thinking about a woman romantically. Being around women always end in disaster because I just can't hide it and they get creeped out. I don't know what to do.