>>510036673
how do I shake off the feeling that I'm just placebo'ing myself into believing in god and Christianity to make myself feel better?
I feel like something that feels supernatural would have to happen to me to convince me it's not just placebo and really make me believe.
But even if something like that does happen, I'm liable to doubt it and dismiss it as not supernatural. I am too much a logical thinker, it impairs my ability to believe in most conspiracy theories with you guys too, even though I consider each one with an open mind