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7/15/2025, 1:50:46 PM
wow, not even a (you) after i went through all that effort to list all the anime
7/7/2025, 5:03:51 PM
>>81744244
>>81744383
no one ever wanted to talk to me on either mal or twitter no matter how much i put myself out there, so that feels like a dead end too.
>maybe you can travel to a convention in a bigger city or nearby country to find anime friends there?
there are no cons to go to even in bigger cities, and i don't have the money to go to nearby countries. i also don't know any languages other than english and romanian so i'd feel lonely and isolated the entire time being surrounded by people speaking another language that i don't know
>As for the beach and other normal experiences, I think travelling would do you some good.
i don't have money to travel and even if i did, it's so depressing to travel on your own. i'd just see all the people having fun with their friends or significant others and feel like a freak of nature. at least at home i don't have that stuff in my line of sight so i can not think about it too much.
>You can probably do some work and travel and just explore new places
as i said, no one will hire me because i'm mentally disabled and had past suicide attempts, so employers just look at that and automatically dismiss me no matter how much i try to make myself look stable and professional in the interview
>I think I'd keep living out of pure spite in your situation, just to prove myself I could change it.
that's what i've been doing up until now but i can't take it anymore. i think i've reached my breaking point. i just want to die and let it all end. i already tried all i could, for years and years. i just need an easy way to die already
>>81744418
he had the coolest character arc in the metal saga
>>81744383
no one ever wanted to talk to me on either mal or twitter no matter how much i put myself out there, so that feels like a dead end too.
>maybe you can travel to a convention in a bigger city or nearby country to find anime friends there?
there are no cons to go to even in bigger cities, and i don't have the money to go to nearby countries. i also don't know any languages other than english and romanian so i'd feel lonely and isolated the entire time being surrounded by people speaking another language that i don't know
>As for the beach and other normal experiences, I think travelling would do you some good.
i don't have money to travel and even if i did, it's so depressing to travel on your own. i'd just see all the people having fun with their friends or significant others and feel like a freak of nature. at least at home i don't have that stuff in my line of sight so i can not think about it too much.
>You can probably do some work and travel and just explore new places
as i said, no one will hire me because i'm mentally disabled and had past suicide attempts, so employers just look at that and automatically dismiss me no matter how much i try to make myself look stable and professional in the interview
>I think I'd keep living out of pure spite in your situation, just to prove myself I could change it.
that's what i've been doing up until now but i can't take it anymore. i think i've reached my breaking point. i just want to die and let it all end. i already tried all i could, for years and years. i just need an easy way to die already
>>81744418
he had the coolest character arc in the metal saga
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