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7/9/2025, 7:30:29 PM
>>40334417
Ye I'm 25, right there with you. I had a few dreams. But I couldn't get a handle on my mental illness that my parents and my fucked up body caused before it ruined my life. Crazy how society lets anyone have a kid and then when they kill themselves or others it's 'sad' and not a purposeful systematic failure. As if it's not natalists with slave mindsets bringing you into the world, sitting you down and telling you to your face 'I wanted to be happy. And you just have to suck it up and pay the price for other's happiness. You're a casualty. You don't like it? Well too bad, can't be unraped. I'm also unhappy. Yet somehow our existence is good.' I would personally kill every living thing on the planet with my bare hands if it meant there were no more living things. What an abomination all life is, not just human society. That is the only job I would gladly sign up for otherwise you can keep all this bullshit that I never asked for.
Ye I'm 25, right there with you. I had a few dreams. But I couldn't get a handle on my mental illness that my parents and my fucked up body caused before it ruined my life. Crazy how society lets anyone have a kid and then when they kill themselves or others it's 'sad' and not a purposeful systematic failure. As if it's not natalists with slave mindsets bringing you into the world, sitting you down and telling you to your face 'I wanted to be happy. And you just have to suck it up and pay the price for other's happiness. You're a casualty. You don't like it? Well too bad, can't be unraped. I'm also unhappy. Yet somehow our existence is good.' I would personally kill every living thing on the planet with my bare hands if it meant there were no more living things. What an abomination all life is, not just human society. That is the only job I would gladly sign up for otherwise you can keep all this bullshit that I never asked for.
6/28/2025, 11:40:03 PM
>>40212147
HRT isn't supposed to make you feel good, it's supposed to adjust your hormonal profile. You seem like you understand this given the rest of your post but just making sure. You seem to have all the reasons in the world not to transition, but that is not enough as you are realizing and feeling. Fixing a problem isn't enough, something has to also propell us to take on new problems. Something has to replace transitioning as a source of value in your life. Until you can find that there is no point in stopping your transition, it would only be a temporary break before you crawl back.
HRT isn't supposed to make you feel good, it's supposed to adjust your hormonal profile. You seem like you understand this given the rest of your post but just making sure. You seem to have all the reasons in the world not to transition, but that is not enough as you are realizing and feeling. Fixing a problem isn't enough, something has to also propell us to take on new problems. Something has to replace transitioning as a source of value in your life. Until you can find that there is no point in stopping your transition, it would only be a temporary break before you crawl back.
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