>>81822820
need to eat benis...

>>81496902
I know exactly what you feel.
Those people where the best friends I ever had. They saved me. I am still mourning their loss and I can't help but feel it was my fault.
I never talked to them after school ended, I was always waiting for them to talk to me. And when they did I would be like a dog excited that his master came back home, but I never reached out. I suppose they slowly forgot about me because they kept making friends and being bombarded with social media updates (I never shared anything on social media).
I still dream about those days, even though all things considered I hardly knew them. What are 3 years of high school versus 12 years of total radio silence? My old pals are all gone. Those people only exist on my memories now. I don't think I exist in theirs.
>what were all those morning routines for?
I think part of the magic of those days was that I didn't think of that. I just enjoyed it. I enjoyed going to school to see my friends, I enjoyed laughing with them. I am happy I got to experience friendship at least.
Come to think of it, that was the first time I truly felt the passage of time. I had everything one day, and the next I had nothing. Time took it all away from me. And I will never be able to go back.

>those moments we wish we had recorded