>The DPS what went 1-6 has words of wisdom for the team

I'm a fiction writer and every time I plan a new character I try my best to do thorough research when there's something about them that I do not personally understand. Can be a job, an interest, habit, hobby, sickness, an opinion I don't relate to

Well, my most recent character is a meth addict. I did all the research on its effects, typical mannerisms, tics, slang, what others may notice first, how it feels to the user, how it feels coming down from it, crashing on it, withdrawal, the big horny. You get the gist.

I did my research, concluded that it's something I'd try if given the chance, shrugged it off and got to writing. Now I am three weeks into writing and I have cravings for a drug I know nothing about. At least not practically. I never tried it. I don't even have a plug who COULD provide me with some. He only sells weed, speed, MDMA and all that harmless shit.

I usually practice safer use and now my brain goblins whisper "do meth".

All those memes about readers being sophisticated while writers are absolute losers? They are true.

What do I do now? How do I make my pseudojunkie brain shut the fuck up? This is retarded.

TL;DR:
> make methhead character for my novel
> research meth
> crave meth
> help

>>40621443
And this too.