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Genuinely sounds like you need a new hobby or passion to become truly absorbed in. Also as gay as it sounds you need to work. I find that having a good work-life balance really makes me appreciate my free time, and makes me generally more excited for leisure type activities. While you're still applying for positions in your field, I'd recommend looking for part time work elsewhere. I feel like people in general aren't equipped for constant downtime, nor for constant work mind you. It seems like a lot of these feelings are derived from too much free time.

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