I'm currently in a "lose body fat and don't give a shit about anything else" mode and I need a cutting diet that will bring me on the verge of death but not kill me.

>repper telling myself i dont want to do hrt because i dont want to force a medical condition like gynecomastia
>turns out i just already fucking have gynecomastia anyways
well isnt that just fucking perfect

I remember when my third grade teacher told my mom that she suspected I was on the autism spectrum and then my mom fucking cried.