How to stop doubting my manliness? Aplha forums are getting to my head according to them some mannerisms make a man unmanly

What's a true test of Masculinity?

its really hot and humid here

It hurts

I wanted to buy the dip a few years back when BTC dumped to $3,500-$4,000 almost overnight.

>buy in 0.5 BTC at $2,700 when the money finally reached the account
>panic selling a few days after that unsure if it wasn't going to zero…
>bought a dog a month later with that same money
>mfw my dog is is now worth 50k

Why was I sleeping in the corner of a hall where some troop gathering is happening