im so disgusting and im throwing it all away. i look back at old pics and i was hot but i always hated myself so much. i could probably still be hot as a guy im tall and have a sharp jaw and so much going for me i just hate myself so so unbelievably much. i genuinely cannot bear this skin i need to be ripped out of it. im going to become a disgusting honbeast and thats somehow supposed to be the existential happiness i get. i am forever a manmoder. i can never feel happy nor do i deserve to. i hate myself.

I just want another mtf to be my girlfriend and we can cuddle and shit and we'll be cute together or whatever and we can take turns praising eachother and at most we give eachother head because we'd both never wanna top

>>40377264
ive got 3 letters and one book by an old man for you