>>212965454
Isn't there a lot of money in the pharma industry?

Being an FTM top is a fucking joke I hate my stupid life. I’m even bi with basically no standards beyond ‘basic hygiene’ and ‘will let me only ever top’ and I’m still not getting any. Cishet women don’t see me as an optio, I look too male to appeal to cis queer girls or cis straight men, cis gay/bi men either bounce the moment they find out I’m a top or lie and say they’re ok with it while trying to force me into bottoming anyway, for all the st4t bottomposting the only trans women I know irl are either lesbians or want to top me, and the trans guys only want to be topped by cis guys

Can’t even scratch the itch with porn because my choices are either make myself dysphoric by watching cis people or watching a trans guy bottoming for PIV (makes me want to peel my skin off). Can’t even temporarily detrans and become a dommy tomboy mommy who’ll step on people for the sake of getting hole because I’ve been on T way too long and I look like a bear. You can call it ‘pegging’ at this point idc, don’t have to be enthusiastic just willing, can even be a chaser who won’t be seen with me in public so long as I get to top

Sometimes I wish conversion therapy worked so I could make myself enjoy bottoming rather than it making me want to throw up and die. Don’t even like receiving head at this point because it’s always happened right before somebody tries putting shit inside me anyway, and it makes me feel like I’m in danger

why is our timeline so forsaken and cursed

>game delayed 10 mins
>food will arrive too early

>the 2142 revive project

god if had known it was going to get shutdown

>>101483624
I miss old Mari model like you wouldn't believe.

>new book from my favourite yuri author
>Love interest is bi and is dating a man
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