>>81962768
Well this is why I can't sleep. I've only just been told 4 hours ago. She's been in 3 hospital wards & the doctors/ nurses can't figure out what's wrong with her only that she simply isn't there.
I want to bring her home but don't want to regret it and end up resenting her nor begin to hate her because she's horrible to me most of the time, but then again if she goes to the nut house they'll use her like a lab rat with all their trial drugs knowing they can't damage her brain anymore than she's already fucked.. They said I would be able to bring her home after 28 days there so that would give them some time to see what the issues are but I'm afraid they'll not allow her to leave once committed, so essentially I'll have sent her there to die but she might die at home from starvation because she won't eat nor will she sleep and I don't have drugs to sedate her to do these things

I put my mum in a bad hospital and now I can't reach her.
She was having dementia and the doctor told me I had to send her..
The bastards have taken her phone and now she's rotting in nhs hospital...
Am I the worst son? I can't sleep, i can't eat I just want to die for putting her there
What do I do?!... I am in bits, I cant cope.. Gna slit my wrists soon

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