My forearms are very veiny today. Nice. The decision to stop gym a month or more ago wasn't the best in retrospect even if I continued working out in the nature. It just doesn't motivate me the same. Time for a run now.

I haven't had a friend in 6 years, I'm not sure if I'm lonely. I kind of enjoy my quiet & peaceful life, though my lack of social skills have made me an outcast for those 6 years.