>>33262398
Here is a (You).
I worked as a physics teacher for 1 year with 14 and 15 yr olds and brilliant kids were a blessing. They made me love life.
And kinda reinforced my view on eugenics.

>>76289874
>muh heart disease!
Seethe normie

>deport your tax paying neighbors that have been living here peacefully for over 2 decades
>send all gen z to iran to die for israel

This is a strange feeling but basically I really sat down and did an overhaul on what foods work and dont work with me and I noticed I got leaner. You may think this is good news, but honestly I feel so fucking angry when women help me more now or go out of their way for me , a few millimeters of face fat was the only real difference. I did not improve my social skills, I did not change my hygiene and skin care, I did not workout harder necessarily (more efficiently but not higher intensity)

When I see a girl smile at me I almost want to gouge out her eyes on the spot because I cannot believe the ridiculousness of the situation. I want to channel this into something positive, I want to accept it humbly and graciously and use it to connect and build a network because I know there are people out there so chopped that they could lose all the face fat and still look ridiculously ugly. But just so much rage....

It almost makes me want to get fat again (which I did for a bit and everything stopped) and just be left alone in the corner cause I cannot believe the shallowness of it all.

How do I overcome this? Have any of you dealt with this?