>>81592663
u need a phat blunt and some bomb ass head nigga

>>81547759
yeah dawg you're just posting 3 fukken lines entirely related to the post you're replying to. that's all you're doing. no worries on the blogpost, the narcissistic shit, fuck that. just post buddy, worst thing that can happen is some asshole calls you an asshole. you're commiserating about some shit with another guy out here on the internet. its not a problem

as for me i took a screwdriver to my own head and luckily sorted this shit out 10+ years ago. i found that self-disgust (not loathing nor hatred!) was useful for initial motivation, and everything went from there decent well. but i never dealt with big isolation periods, always had good group of irl friends in my small southern semi-rural area. it was all just self-inflicted melancholic tendency. learned to live with myself as best i can. i tell you this, when you've been in the pits of despair and clawed out, doing "kinda shitty" feels like most normal people's normal or good. just got a different baseline at all. one can adapt.