I'm tired of aging
I'm tired of people
I'm tired of worrying about violence
I just want to sleep and eat
I was never a winner
I'm gonna kill myself once I hit 35
I'm too mentally fucked to live on my own and I'd rather die than live the rest of my life in assisted living

>find a framework i like
>devs stop supporting it
>find a new framework i like
>devs stop supporting it
>find a new framework....
should i just become an enginecuck? if i switched to unity or unreal at any point i would have still been developing without issue....

>ASL
24 MtF PA
>letter(s)
LBT
>interests
Novels and histories, currently I am reading Neuromancer and a few of Caesar's accounts as well as rereading a few books from my backlog. Psychology, it is the area that I am majoring in and a large part of why I spend so much time talking to people as I like all of their little neurosises, feel free to trauma dump, I may just do it back. Learning things like fashion and makeup are both things I've been doing recently as well as cooking. I don't currently have my license, so a big hobby lately is working on doing all of the practice the state requires for that. I like my modern hysteria diagnosis (bpd) and flexing that a bit while talking to people. I like narrative heavy video games with an emphasis on player choice. CRPGs, in particular, are a joy. I've been playing a bit of MoP Classic but mostly just leveling, I'm not very far yet. AEW and NJPW are something I've invested a fair amount of time in. Love seeing half-naked people slap each other and do flips. Other than that, my final and most important love is music. I adore things from modern to classic, especially more feminine artists like Fleetwood Mac and Pop from all eras. I probably have other interests as well but this has nearly reached the cap. If you think we may be able to chat about something let me know!
>looking for
My Moon and Stars, friends, enemies, a bright star to chase after and make me reevaluate my everything. Something entertaining and something worth obsessing over. A person who can help me better and worsen myself in all the ways that matter. Other trans people are preferred as I have almost no patience for chasers anymore. Other than that, perhaps people are either nearby or with similar interests that we could talk about at length, really all of the normal things one might wish to look for over a channel such as this.
>not looking for
Minor, Moids, and other people who make my skin crawl
>contact
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>ASL
24 MtF(3 years estrogen) PA
>Mental Disorders
BPD GAD MDD ASD CPTSD and probably other worthless acronyms
>Looking For
My Moon and Stars. Someone who clicks in just the right way to make me obsessed. Other transpeople are preferred. I find moids hot, but I struggle to make myself care about them. I want to find someone that makes me feel something truly divine so it is probably for the best if you start by just going all out and placing all your cards on the table and we can back and forth trauma dump or something.
>Not Looking For
Minors
>contact
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