>>214533571
taking all my money
starting a merc guild
fighting in 'kraine or somehwere else

i did the math, I could run a platoon for about half a year with the money I currently have
and most of those ""international legions"" are only 100 to 200 people, even the high quality ones so it wouldn't even be that small

only thing why I am not yet 100% in on this yet is because I still kinda want to become a CS-Teacher (starting my CS Master in February) and the sure as hell won't take someone like this

i know all of this sounds borderline insane, like some dream a highschooler would have but whatever

>>76283970
>Does it hurt when the knee gets cold and does it feels better when it's warm?
honestly no clue
never tried cooling it and don't think I have applied heat either

doctor said I can get an MRI scan
do any of those things only become visible with MRI-scans and are invisible in X-Ray images?

Unironically feel like I might lose it if the MRI-Scan doesn't show anything either, like this is not the first time I have problems with something and doctors don't find anything
slowly starting to question my sanity and starting to feel like a Hypochonder