I decided to try writing a fantasy of an entire life id most want to live. Its dumb but i want to share it with someone.

im born a cisgender bisexual woman (with a fem preference). Im 5'3 and slightly chubby, but not unattractive. Ultimately in a pretty autisitic bookish nerd with cute glasses and bangs. In softmore year of high school i begin a relationship with one of the popular girls in my school (this could happen anytime between 1994 to early 2010s. This fantasy also assumes we wouldnt catch aids).

She is blonde and significantly stronger than me shes also fairly taller. I help her realize and come to terms with her sexuality. Shes much better with people then i am and is fiercely protective of me while finding my autism cute. We move in together after high school as i begin studying for a library sciences degree while making money on the side with music, which has gained a decent following.

She probably gets a chemistry degree or something. Something high paying that isnt directly business related. I become an archivist and we move into a forest cottage on the outskirts of town. In our later years we move back into civilization and are well known throughout the community. Were fiercely in love until we die of old age in our sleep, at the same time.

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I would listen to f4f asmr and daydream. Play minecraft and build loving homes for me and my non existent lesbian lover. Daydream about being pretty and fall asleep hoping that would carry into my dreams. Sometimes id have elabrate enough fantasies id write them down. Often times these would spawn from sapphic literature or yuri i had consumed and then daydreamed about. I used to do this fairly consistently usually for ab 2 hours a day.

Ive gotten to a bit of a better place noe. Generally i just try to keep everything in perspective. I dont have it as bad as some girls and i should be able to pass given enoigh time. Having a gf who loves me also helps.