Finally back home, way too tired to catch up with everything but enough for another post before bed. I think I should call it a night right now..

>>40636816
>>40652413
>Thread death aside I hope your week has been good so far
My week has been lovely actually, thank you! Been spending all this time with loved ones. It sounds like you made some progress in the meantime, in spite of sickness! Seems it wasn't covid after all?
>>40651530
Thank you so much for helping out by the way, I didn't have much time to keep up recently, but I'm confident it will be fine the coming week.
>but there's no disorder that describes them adequately?
>theres so much fucky in my brain but it feels very alienating
I think I get what you mean, but in those cases it might be particularly good to try and articulate the bits and pieces giving you grief to find some labels for them.

Let's get it fucking over with. I don't have it in me to catch up today but I can at least catch up with Sun and part of Mon. I am furious and I don't think I have ever seen a shittier mail service than in this godforsaken neighborhood.

>>40443186
That really is a rough set of circumstances. Do you feel unsafe girlmoding?
>Even still i'll see trans women at uni or some other place and I can only feel jealous of them
Let me try make a case for the radical approach. You must have a reason not to approach the girls you see at uni. I would like to hear your inner reasoning for it. Also try to express what it is you are jealous of?
>I want to.
>I need to experiment but it takes time
Very good, though I think the feeling honnish part is not necessarily something you should pay super much heed to. After all, you need to get used to girlmoding first, before anything feels anything but awkward.
>so I wouldn't have to go through the humiliation ritual of getting it legitimately lol
I get it, in most countries it seems to be an exhausting process at the best of times, an an outright hostile one otherwise.
>>40443745
>my training start date won't be for ~5+ months.
Ohh now I get it, thanks for clarifying.
>I'll see about popping into the dentists tomorrow or day after and see if I'm still on their list...
Keep me posted. What about the knee thing? I will take care of the cancer screening soon too. I have a second dentist appointment and some other things I am scheduling right now but I will try look up who to call for an appointment by Friday at least.
>>40444423
>>40446840
The way I would typically phrase it is that a great deal about making friends is the expression of mutual interest and fostering a mode of communication where both feel appreciated. Being vocal about what aspects of a conversation you enjoy, encouraging one another to speak up, expressing enjoyment of another's company and so on. It's a mixture of transactional and cooperative.