>>82114542
>You really let your prime years slide like that?
I fucked myself over with obesity, but the reason I became obese is complicated. It's ultimately down the OCD, but my insomnia, which is at least mostly caused by OCD, is the biggest reason why. I was also afraid of ever feeling hungry, because I believed if I were hungry, that I was losing my gains. It's pretty nuts. I haven't been like this since I was 19, thankfully. I still have around 50 or 60 pounds of fat to lose before I'll be lean, and I'll have some gyno left over that I've had since before I became fat when I was 13.

>>81840395
>also ocd, also daddy dependent.
I had so much hope when I was 17 and I moved out with my dad (away from my grandma, but that's another story). I thought that I would eventually get a high paying tech job and that my life by now (I turned 25 in June.) would be amazing, that I would have a beautiful wife and possibly be preparing to start a family. Damn, was I WAY off. I was studying to get various tech certificates when I was 17 and 18 with a lot of hope and enthusiasm, but then it dawned on me that I wouldn't be able to get any job with those certificates, since they're all 9 to 5 or A time to B time jobs, and the insomnia caused by OCD I have would prevent me from being able to hold any job that requires me to work on a schedule. I also didn't have a car or driver license at that time, and I still don't. I believe I am a fairly intelligent person, so I feel that I should be successful and making a lot of money and have a girlfriend / wife by now, but I don't have anything other than some NEETbucks and a place to stay at with my dad. It could be worse, but I feel super shitty for being below on nearly every metric for the average male my age.