Never tell anyone about what you are going through, you will be judged and shamed no matter what, you are only useful to people when you are well behaved and functional, if you slip up even a little and show your emotional damage you will never be looked at the same.
In the end you dont deserve sympathy, youll have to carry on and supress everything until you are only a walking husk of a person, trying to pass under the radar and no matter how hard you try yo be normal, you will always be held back by your shitty dna and mental illness
In truth, the game was rigged from the start
