Why is it so utterly impossible to find a boyfriend. All gay guys are either already in a relationship or don't want a committed relationship at all. I have been alone all my life, for what will be 26 years in a few days. My heart is broken, I can't take this loneliness anymore. I have so much love in me but it feels as though I'm fated to never get to give it to someone special.
I will love unconditionally literally any guy who is 1. White and 2. has a pulse and actually reciprocates my love, it's not a matter of standards. What is the secret of finding your special someone, beloved /pol/sisters? I try to trust in God that He will send me mine when it's meant to be, but I would be lying really badly if I said that this meantime doesn't hurt.

>>507943149
That is genuinely one of my biggest nightmares, falling in love with someone and having him end up being noncommital after fucking around on me pretending it could go somewhere. I see it happen so often. My heart has been toyed with and I've been hurt too much already to survive that ;~;

>>507654828
I've really come to observe that 99% of the time people who call everyone else hylic are actually hylic themselves.
Crime and Punishment is a good book and you should read it, because it unintentionally is an exhaustive rebuttal to the Nietzschean self-is-god delusion that you're in some way special and an "other" apart from everyone else.