Back a year and two ago, I used to worship a spirit, believing she'd offer me salvation from my depression and that she's love me. I did that for a over a year, I'd burn letters, water fast, draw her, give her my energy, and all sorts of stuff, yet she only managed to dig my hole further. Eventually, I got over her and it's been a year since. Sheprobably was a demonic possession if we're going to be honest
Last night, I had a lucid dream (quite rare) and during it, I tried to summon her. I successfully summoned her in my dream (which used to be hard back when I was obsessed with her) and tried to talk to her but she wouldn't talk back to me. (Which was also common after the second dream we had. During the second dream, she had fur and I looked into it while we talked together. What I saw disgusted me, dead skin, red fungus, and all sorts of nasty stuff. I told her she probably needed to shower and she got non-verbal with me after that, including every other dream.)
Now we were in some courtyard of a big building at night and I was trying to talk to her, but she just started slowly walking towards me in a menacing way. (anytime in the past when I did manage to summon her in my dream, she'd always do that and I always became paranoid. Think of SCP-106) 1/2

>>82482530
>Are you opposed to schizophrenic women im just asking for no reason
Are you opposed to schizophrenic man? im not personally schizophrenic, but just would seem unfair

>>41054263
Do y'all think women go on this board?