>>82242037
Same; I feel all of that. It really sucks because, well...I guess it means that all of those experiences (even at a Japanese NGO where I interned for a year) were more important to ME than to the people/institutions to which I was lending myself. I went to Akihabara for a few days at the end of 2010 (which was also the only time I've actually been to Japan), and that was the happiest time of my life. Can't replicate that now, with them having shut down the Gundam Cafe, the Sega Arcade is gone, and some other things as well...